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My Thoughts

2012-01-26T18:35:00.010+08:00

If you want me to study for the night course might as well ask me not to study -.- i know 1 week only need to study 1 day for 3hr but 4 years is seriously long man! & i dun wanna restart everything again..

I know many ppl wants to know what my problem is, yes, i admit, for this year the problem lies in me myself, i dun wanna elaborate on this bcos i find tat some ppl can't seems to understand how i feel even if i explain bcos the way we think are different.. there is something i want to make it clear, i did not cry everyday, last thurs & fri is fine for me, seriously, i even thought i would be fine from then..

maybe sometimes i give myself to much pressure till i cry? maybe.. but is not something tat i can control, i mean i can't control my mind not to think. emotion is something that ppl couldn't control isn't it? yes, i also think that i need medication.. ppl always ask me not to think too much, but u know wat my counsellor say? "the more u ask urself not to think, the more u will think abt it".

when i return home from sch, i need time to cool down so dun go straight into the topic with me once i reach home and especially on weekends! that will only make me feel worst.

I still haven't say i want to change course or quit sch yet (i did said this last year), I just want to give myself more time, give myself one more chance to try.. i will be trying again tmr..

HAPPY? BIRTHDAY?

2012-01-25T19:13:00.004+08:00

Feeling so emotional today although it's my double birthday (english & chinese birthday falls on the same day).. why must my birthday be today? i cried today u know?! my mood is so unstable T.T today is not a good day for me man! god! why must you treat me this way? so unfair! >:( why today no holiday? T.T i dun think i'm having a "happy" double birthday this year T.T

好累！

2012-01-16T16:57:00.005+08:00

我只能说最近的我特别累！好累好累！ :(

sometimes i really wonder why she talk to her friend & talk to me is like totally different attitude one? :(

痛苦的两天过去了。

2012-01-10T18:38:00.005+08:00

on the 2nd day of school, i went back to find my counsellor bcos i think it's is a need to, i dun wan to keep things all to myself bcos it's torturing, instead i want to talk to someone who can truely understand how i feel and the only person i can think of is counsellor. i know that my counsellor might be busy this few days bcos it's the starting of sch but sometimes i really wonder who else i can turn to when i needed it.

actually, i have alot of things to say but i choose to write it in a diary book instead..

Not in good mood.

2012-01-08T12:07:00.002+08:00

Not in a good mood yesterday, have no idea why. F***!

Doesn't have the mood to do anything.

it's difficult.

2012-01-07T13:12:00.002+08:00

I tell myself not to worry to much, but it's difficult not to worry.

ITE Registration & Vivo City~

2012-01-06T23:37:00.014+08:00

1.30pm went to ite college west (cck) for ite registration.. to be truthful i really dislike going to this kind of things (registration and orientation programme). i know i should report to block 2 lvl 5 as stated on the letter that i've received but when i reached there, i saw a sign outside the kaizen hall stating "Matriculation Briefing" and there was quite alot of ppl entering, then i was like huh? report there meh? last year when i register also don't have any briefing one, so i went up to lvl 6 and saw another sign stating "full time 2012 jan intake registration at lvl 7, so i went up to lvl 7, then when i stepped out of the lift, the weird thing is there was not much ppl -.-! then there is one person standing at station 1, he guided me along on what to do but nv tell me abt the briefing for registration, after i made payment via PSEA and photo taking for ez-link card i leave the sch already, less than 1/2 hr when the letter state from 1.30pm-4.30pm, lol! meaning? i miss the briefing.. aiya, can't blame me ma.. also nobody told me abt it & the letter also nv state abt the briefing.. -.-~! well, i guess i can only hope that the briefing is nothing inportant. lastly, i also did not proceed to the last station (purchasing of ite uniform) bcos i already have the uniform, so i pray hard that the uniform is still the same as last year as i did not know whether there is any changes for the uniform, lol! if not when sch reopen ppl will look at me like a alien. anywae, i hope when sch reopen i will have a different class advisor and teachers cause i don't wanna recall what happen in the past.. T.T

went to bukit batok to buy bridge for my turtles, reached home at around 3pm? 4pm went out again! lol~

went to vivo city with both of my sis for shopping, my sis bought a necklace at forever 21. i went there to find a white dress for CNY but didn't manage to find anything that suits me. T.T so.. we went to take photos~!

reached home at 11pm+, damn tired but wanna update blog. when i step into my blog i became happier you know why? bcos i saw X-5 on top ma! lol! XD this shows that i put X-5 on top is a right choice! hahaha! =D ZIN~ [His New Photo]

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!

2012-01-01T12:51:00.001+08:00

Wishes for 2012!

2011-12-31T14:57:00.003+08:00

My wishes for 2012:
1) Hope that i can overcome my fear!
2) Hope i'll be more strong & brave!
3) Hope everything will go smoothly!
4) Hope that i'll be happy everyday!
5) Hope that i'll have more money! XD

Hope next year will be a better year!

一切将从头再来。

2011-12-30T13:43:00.013+08:00

It's been quite some time since i blog, not bcos i have nth to blog, i do have things to blog, many and with photos but i'm lazy or does not have enough com time, "does not have enough com time" is definitely an excuse bcos i choose to do other thing first. XD everytime i procrastinate, i choose not to blog bcos it's too late. >.<

Take a look at the top of my blog! it's X-5!!! ♥ oh my god! i love it so damn much!

Anywae~ it's been 1 year, i have to go back to where i should be, which is school! whether or not i am ready for wad it's coming, i have no idea bcos this time round i choose not to think too much. should i be excited? looking forward? or feeling worried? nado molla (i don't know)! what i know is that i am trying again, i did try, if not i won't even be bothered to register right? sometimes i wonder if going to a different sch will be better but i know no matter which sch i go there are the types of ppl tat i dislike and i can't run away from it, going to another sch will need to spend more money too~ need to buy new school uniform etc and that uniform is so damn ex in ite, everyone knows! LOL! XD watever it is, i've been posted to the same sch, cck ite, same course, biz studies admin. hope everything goes well for me this time round, seriously hope so, maybe this can be the wish for 2012!

Tada! new pet again? yep! 1 belongs to my sis (rae) & 1 belongs to me! keke! ^^ baby water turtles! went to buy freeze dried blood worms for my fish and saw this baby turtle so damn cute so decided to buy it! ^^ and again, this is not the 1st time i'm having turtles as pet, i used have it in the past too! haha! now i have 3 pets! 2 fish and 1 turtle, same goes to my sis! :D

Ehh.. my blog not that boring right? at least there is 1 photo here! lol! XD

Will be updating my blog again tmr to write my wishes for 2012, a list of it, like last year, although none of it came true :( and also, these are the days that i will be blogging, registration day, 1st week of school (everyday)! -end-

NEW MV RELEASE!

2011-12-06T15:00:00.004+08:00

HYUNSEUNG [BEAST] & HYUNA [4MINUTE] - TROUBLE MAKER [MV]

SMTOWN [Super Junior/Super Junior M, f(x), TVXQ, SHINee, SNSD - Santa U Are The One [MV]

STAR EMPIRE [9muses, Jewelry, ZE:A] - Shooting Star [MV]

STARSHIP PLANET [K.will,SISTAR,BOYFRIEND] - PINK ROMANCE [MV]

HAPPY PLEDIS [Sondambi, Afterschool, Pledis boys] - LOVE LETTER [MV]

Late Update!

2011-12-01T15:09:00.004+08:00

I Have Bought Another Fighting/Betta Fish Few Days Ago, Forgotten It's 1 Or 2 Days After I Bought The Red Male Fish, Actually Was Suppose To Update On The Day I Bought But I'm Lazy To Blog.. Okay.. So Drag Till Dec -.- Anywae, I'll Edit This Post Soon & Update A Pic Of It Since I Haven't Get To Take A Nice Photo Of It Yet, So Just Wait For It Yeah~ It's Blue Colour~ Actually I Wanna Buy Either Red Or Purple But Onli Saw Blue.. Oh Well, No Choice Then! I'm Still Wondering If It Is A Male Or Female, LOL! I Wanted To Buy Female & My Dad Told Me "Long Tails Are Male, Short Tails Are Female", But After I Buy A Short Tail Fish, He Told Me Male Also Got Short Tail Type, Then He Keep Saying The One I Bought Is Male! -.- After Doing Much Research On The Internet, The Answer Is 50/50.. Meaning? I Still Dunno It's A Male Or Female -.-! Haixx.. I Didn't Regret Buying Though Cos This Fish Is So Damn Active & Crazy~ XD

距离开学越来越近了，说不担心是假的，但是我也没有选择了。

NEW MV RELEASE!

2011-11-23T12:12:00.001+08:00

A-PINK - MY MY [MV]

MYNAME - MESSAGE [MV]

My New Pet~! Betta/Fighting Fish! ♥

2011-11-22T22:21:00.005+08:00

Hello Everyone! Let Me Introduce This Fish To You! This Is My New Pet Fish, Male, Red Colour, It's Also Known As Betta/Fighting Fish. This Is Not The First Time I'm Having Betta/Fighting Fish, I Had It When I Was Much Younger Too, When I Was In Primary School~ Hmm.. I Shall Give This Fish A Name.. Still Thinking Abt It! Soon I Will Announce His Name! :D I Bought This Fish Bcos I Wanna Have A Pet But Both of My Parents Doesn't Like Hamster, Hamster Is Quite Troublesome, Noisy And Need More Time To Take Care Of, So Fish Is A Good Choice I Guess? Since I Just Need To Feed And Change Water, Lastly, It's Doesn't Make Any Noise.. LOL! XD

NEW MV RELEASE!

2011-10-20T12:43:00.003+08:00

SNSD - The Boys KOR Ver. [MV]

SNSD - The Boys ENG Ver. [MV]

Secret - Love Is MOVE [MV]

Orange Caramel - Shanghai Romance [MV]

Boyfriend - Don't Touch My Girl [MV]

Infinite - Paradise [MV]

Jewelry S - Forget It [MV]

B1A4 - Beautiful Target Zoom Zoom Ver. [MV]

NEW MV RELEASE!

2011-09-06T12:11:00.004+08:00

B1A4 - Beautiful Target [MV]

U-KISS - Neverland [MV]

ZE:A - Wait Yo! [MV]

Girl's Day - Don't Let Your Eyes Wander [MV]

KARA - Step [MV]

G.NA - Banana [TEASER]

NEW MV RELEASE!

2011-08-23T14:31:00.004+08:00

G.NA - Top Girl [MV]

Sistar - So Cool [MV]

2NE1 - UGLY [MV]

2NE1 - Hate You [MV]

Miss A - Good-Bye Baby [MV]

Teen Top - No More Perfume On You [MV]

After School Red - In The Night Sky [MV]

After School Blue - Wonder Boy [MV]

Red B1A4 & Blue Boyfriend Cup~! ♥

2011-08-22T15:31:00.007+08:00

Saturday Went Shopping, Walk Past Comic Connection & This 2 Cups (Red-B1A4, Blue-Boyfriend) Caught My Attention!!! Totally into it~! Makes Me So Excited Bcos I Know I Want It! LOLS! XD Then On Sunday My Sis Bought It For Me As My VERY Belated Birthday Present! LOL! But Nvm Cos I Like It So Damn Much!!! ♥ My Baobei! Haha! Gomawo Rae Unnie~! Anywae, Hope There Will Be X-5 Cup Soon! Then I'm Gonna Buy It For Myself! Haha! ♥

Think Before You Speak!

2011-08-04T15:42:00.001+08:00

You Called Someone A Bitch, Yet You Tell The Person How Bitchy You Are, Does Tat Make Any Sense? -.-'''

New MV Release!

2011-07-29T12:59:00.004+08:00

Infinite - Be Mine [MV]

MBLAQ - Mona Lisa [MV]

Hyuna - Bubble Pop [MV]

GP Basic - Jelly Pop [MV]

2NE1 - I Am The Best [MV]

Girl's Day - Hug Me Once [MV]

ZE:A - Watch Out [MV]

Block B - Tell Them [MV]

T-ara - Roly Poly (Stage Ver.) [MV]

T-ara - Roly Poly [MV]

SNSD - Mr Taxi [MV]

SNSD - Echo [MV]

Secret - Starlight Moonlight [MV]

Secret - Oh! Honey [MV]

f(x) - Hot Summer [MV]

Rainbow - Sweet Dream [MV]

2PM - HANDS UP (East4A mix) [MV]

2PM - Hands Up [MV]

A Pink - It Girl [MV]

A Pink - Wishlist [MV]

B1A4 - Only Learned Bad Things [MV]

After School - Shampoo [MV]

After School - Let's Step Up [MV]

FT Island - Hello Hello [MV]

Boyfriend - Boyfriend [MV]

Boyfriend - Water Floor [Teaser]

2NE1 - Lonely [MV]

N-Train - One Last Cry [MV]

朋友是什么？人真的很可怕。

2011-07-17T14:41:00.003+08:00

有时我觉得我很笨，为什么一次又一次的信任你？为什么我这么容易心软，一次又一次的给你机会，一次又一次的原谅你 (without u apologising)，在我面前你老是带着一幅面具，假装和我很要好，但是在我背后却不停的动手脚，我看清你的真面目了。你让我觉得你真的很可怕，你是真的对我好吗？这样对我真的让你觉得很过瘾吗？这是你怎么对待朋友的吗？这是你第二次出卖我了你知道吗？你到底把我当成什么了？被出卖的滋味不好受，真的，我真的不想再信任你了，再也不想对你这么好了，因为不值得。

不要对人太好，因为不值得。
对你越好，失望越大。

WHY?

2011-07-03T00:16:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since i post.. anywae, today is not my day.. some of my depression symtoms somehow appear again bcos there are just too many things happening these 2 days, which makes me sort of tired of it, sort of make me feels like ending my life again.. i ask myself.. why am i still alive? wat am i living for? why am i a human? why is being human so difficult to me? why bring me to this world then make my life so difficult, if you say this is a test, my answer to you is i don't need it. todae the onli happy thing that happen i think is get to meet my old friend ba..

MSG STRICTLY TO CHEESIONG ( I Know You Will Definitely Read This Post ) : Stop Talking To Me Abt Sch Topic! I'm Serious! If You Say The Word "School" To Me Again, Then I Can Only Say Don't Regret.

我好想回到过去，那些快乐的日子，我怀念的日子，可是那已经不可能了。（哈哈！没有人知道是什么时候吧，秘密！）

我多希望会有奇迹出现... 但是那个所谓的奇迹只有0.00000000000001% 的可能会发生。

Hurtful Topic

2011-05-20T13:19:00.004+08:00

A Call From My Aunt Makes My Eye Teary Because I Have Heard The Conversation Between Them (My Mum & Her). My Mum Had Told Her Why I Have Quit School, They Thought "It" Was The Reason, But It Was Actualli More Than What They Thought. Something That I Seriously Couldn't Take It & Not Willing To Tell Anyone Abt It Because I Don't Trust Anyone & I Can't Trust Anyone. That Happen In The Past Is The Reason Why I Don't/Can't Trust Anyone No Matter How Close They Are, To Me. Doctor, Teacher, Counsellor, Friend, Family... No One. Even If They Force Me To Say Out, I Will Keep Myself Silence. I Will Just Keep It To Myself.

就让我把这个不能说的秘密带进棺材里吧。

Don't Say I Never Try When You Didn't Know How Hard I Have Tried.

I Seriously Hate People Who Doesn't Care Abt How Others Feel! 冷血动物！

It's Realli Hurtful To Go Back To That Topic. A Topic That I Seriously Doesn't Want To Think About.

NEW MV RELEASE!

2011-05-11T15:24:00.005+08:00

5Dolls - Like This or That [MV]

Park Bom - Don't Cry [MV]

f(x) - Pinocchio [MV]

Apink - I Don't Know [MV]

CN BLUE - Love Girl [MV]

Girl's Day - If You Give Your Heart For Me [MV]

X-5 - Don't Put On An Act [MV]

B1A4 - OK [MV]

Block B - Freeze [MV]

NEW MV RELEASE!

2011-03-17T13:31:00.004+08:00

Rainbow - To Me [MV]

4Minute - Mirror Mirror [MV]

4Minute - Heart To Heart [MV]

Orange Caramel - Bangkok City [MV]

CNBLUE - First Step [MV]

TVXQ - Before U Go [MV]

Infinite - Nothing's Over [MV]

ZE:A - Here I Am [MV]

Girl's Day - Twinkle Twinkle [MV]

阴影。

2011-03-16T17:14:00.003+08:00

偶尔回想到过去，我的眼泪还是会不由自主的落下，还是会感到害怕。

NEW MV RELEASE!

2011-03-09T15:06:00.003+08:00

G.NA - I Already Miss You [MV]

5Dolls - Lip Stains [MV]

5Dolls - Your Words [MV]

Dalmatian - Lover Cop [MV]

Dalmatian - That Man Opposed [MV]

Seungri - What Can I Do [MV]

Seungri - V.V.I.P. [MV]

Park Jung Min - Not Alone [MV]

TVXQ (Homin) - Keep Your Head Down [MV]

Stop Forcing Me!

2011-02-24T10:45:00.006+08:00

10.50am : Stop Forcing Me, I Don't Want To Go Sch [Any Sch], You Understand? You Don't Even Noe Wad's Going On In Sch! Issit So Difficult For Euu To Let Me Do Wad I Want?

I Might Reach My Limit 1 Day, Once I've Been Mute For 3 Days, Then..

Pamela.. I Need You..

11am : 我好想过回以前那种生活，真的好想。
我最爱的家人变了.. 全部都变了.. 我的世界完全变了..
I Hate Reality!!!

11.05am : 说让我自己做决定的人是你，到最后不赞成的人也是你。

Will I Reach 10? Even If I Did, I Guess I Won't Contact Anyone Anymore.. I Will Be Silent & ...

It's Time To End It.

2011-02-21T18:58:00.004+08:00

It's Time To Give Up. Pay Sch Fees To Exchange For Unhappiness? Not Worth It! I'm Quitting. The More I Stay, The More Money I'll/My Dad Waste. I Never Did Anything Wrong, Why Must I Suffer From All These Misery? If I Carry On, I'll Need To See A Psychiatrist (Which Cost Alot), Pay Sch Fees (My Dad), Took Up Ppl's Time To Counsel Me.. I Seriously Doesn't Want To Burden Anyone Anymore. I Know If I Stay, Nth Would Change, Nth Can Cure Me. If Things Become Worst, I'll Either Hurt Myself Or Hurt Others (Ppl Who Force Me To Do So). I Want All This To Come To An End!

How I Wish I Can Erase All This Memories!

Happy 18th Birthday To Me! XD

2011-01-25T17:41:00.006+08:00

Won't Be Talking About My Emotion Thing Todae Since It's My Special Day & I Am Seriously Trying Me Best To Control My Mood Even Though My Emotion Still Isn't Stable Yet But Still, Happy 18th Birthday To Me! ^^ I'm Finally 18 Although I Wish I Am 25, Lol! I Wanna Thx Those Ppl Who Remembered My Birthday!!! Wad Makes Me T.T Is When I Saw So Many Ppl Commenting On My Facebook Wall Post Wishing Me Happy Birthday!!! This Is The Veri First Time In My Life I See So Many Ppl Wishing Me Happy Birthday Including Those Tat I'm Not Really Close With!!!

Special Thanks To These Ppl Who Wishes Me Happy Birthday Todae:
Rachel, Cindy, Clarence, Thean Pao, Liping, Junci, Huifen, Sandy, Joonkiat, Peiqi, Luocheng, Chengtat, Zhantian, Lijing, Jonathan, Fazil, Zunfeng, Vivian, Jess, Ziyun, Joshua, Xingliang, Shahiran, Wanting, Liqin, Kahyek (& the hug ^^), Cheesiong & Some Of My Classmates! =)

How I Wish "He" Say A "Happy Birthday" To Me Too..

Birthday Wish?
1) Hope I Can Be Happier [The Most Important One]
2) Hope Things Will Changes & My Life Will Be Smoother..
3) Hope I Can Skip Tmr's PE Lesson! [Which Is Impossible]

无人理解的心情。

2011-01-24T16:38:00.005+08:00

On friday, i thought it was getting better but i was wrong, it was actually getting worst.

对不起，我知道你是个好人，也知道你对我微笑，虽让我没有办法回应，但还是谢谢你，我看到了。我知道你一直再看着我，但是我不希望你用那种眼神看我。你给的 Test 我已经尽力了，希望不会让你失望。

对其他人来说上学是一件很普遍的事，但对我来说每一天上学都是一种考验。我不知道我过不过得了那一天，那种痛苦和害怕是没有人会了解的。刚刚开始的我会试着去适应，试着去微笑，但时间慢慢过去时我慢慢的失去了信心也不想再试了，因为我发现在试也不会有结果。我不能像其他人一样，开开心心的上学，开开心心的回家，应为从小到大学校带给我的感觉和影像都不怎么好，或许我对学校有了恐惧吧。我害怕上学的感觉，不是应为功课不好而是应为有了一种心理病，对周围的事很敏感。我是一个有很多问题的学生，很多解决不了的问题。或许以前人的世界比较适合我吧，但世界上没有人发明得出时光机，一个很多人都想要的东西。

原来在一个人想死的时候是什么都不会怕的，怎么死的也不在乎。

害怕。

2011-01-23T13:57:00.002+08:00

这痛苦的两个星期已经过了.. 还剩八个星期，我还能撑下去吗？我不知道为什么我还是感到有点害怕。

痛苦！

2011-01-19T21:17:00.005+08:00

说我睡了四小时是假的，说我哭了才是真的，我更本就没有睡到，只是装睡而已，加在学校的就不止四小时了。老实说，从小到大今天应该是我哭最长的一天吧，昨天排行第二，我从来都没有哭这么久过，哭到我都快认不出自己了，今天还对镜子有些恐惧，害怕看见里面的我。我不知道我还能撑多久，快崩溃，快撑不下去了！我很难过也很害怕，真的。我不知道我为什么会变成这样，或许我真的得了忧郁症了，不是轻微的，而是严重的，甚至还会想到 “死”，因为只有那样就不会想到那些不愉快的事情了。但是我离不开我的家人，我爱它们，我想和它们永远在一起，如果没有它们我早就死了，它们是我永远最爱的人！有时候我好想把事情告诉我的爸爸，但我不知道要从何说起，怎么说，也不觉得他能明白我在想什么，害怕什么，我好希望这一切能过结束。

我知道我不行了，不能再这样继续下去了。如果我不能继续读下去，就只能放弃，要不然我真的会死的。

每天重复同样的事情真的让我觉得好痛苦！

我曾经说过，活着的时候开心快乐最重要，如果不开心那活着也没有意义。

为什么？

2011-01-14T15:25:00.005+08:00

我发烧了，今天没去上学，我姐说或许我不适应新的学校所以才生病的，我看我是不适应那个班吧。

What Makes Me More Frighten Is Havin Group Work, Which Makes Me Feel So Extra, Why Am I Always The Extra One? T.T

Teen Top - Supa Luv [MV]

MBLAQ - Stay [MV]

Mblaq - Cry [MV]

2nd Day Of School / Orientation

2011-01-11T16:54:00.008+08:00

Just Reached Home, Again, I Feel Veri Tired Everytime I Reached Home. I'm So Sick & Tired Of Staying In Sch Although I Noe I Shouldn't Say This Since It's Just The 2nd Day But I Realli Hate This Kind Of Life, Staying In Sch "Everyday" Till 4pm-5pm Is Not Wat I Want! I Wonder When Can I Find Peace, The World I Want. My Sch Uniform Will Onli Arrive On Next Tue, Almost Everyone Is Wearing Sch Uniform In Class Except For Me T.T Feel So Extra Lor! To Be Truthful, I Wish To Quit Sch But How Can I Quit Sch Just Bcos Of "A Certain Reason" Tat Might Ruin My Future Life? I Realli Dunno How Long I Can Last. Why Am I So Weak? When Will I Become Stronger? Why Are Those Ppl Around Me Who Are Younger Than Me Look So Strong? Sometimes, I Really Wish Like Scolding Myself From Being So Weak Too..

Feeling : 无助。崩溃。不想活了。

Lesson Will Start Tmr, Hope Everything Will Be Better For Me & Hope This 10 Weeks Ends Quickly.

I Really Hope Tat There Will Be A Day Where I Will Say "I Like This Class", Will The Day Come?

1st Day Of School / Orientation

2011-01-10T22:36:00.004+08:00

Todae Was My 1st Day Of School, Of Cos, There Were Many Awkward Moment Since Everyone I Met Is A Stranger To Me, Even The Place. However, I Wish I Can Adapt Fast, Can I? I Hope Things Can Settle Down Fast But I Noe There Were Still Be Changes In April [ Which I Hope Will Be Better ]. Anywae, This Morning Got Alot Of Talk / Briefing Sessions In The Networking Lounge But I Rather Stay Tat Way, A Way Which Makes Me Feel Safe. Everything Ends At 3pm, Same Goes To Tmr. When I Reached Home I Was Damn Tired So I Went To Sleep, Realli Can't Keep My Eyes Open! My Sch Would Either End On 4pm Or 5pm Everyday So I Guess My Com Time Will Be Lesser.. T.T Sob Sob!

我需要很多的勇气才能继续走下去，我真的很欣赏那些看得很开的人，勇敢的人。 I Realli Wonder When Will My Mind Switch To Posive Mode. T.T

Hope This 10 Weeks Will Pass Quickly~

Boring Day~!

2011-01-09T17:22:00.014+08:00

Getting Tired As I Just Came Back From Zhenghua Community Club. Reached There At 1pm For Registration, Then Sit At Last Row Look Here Look There Nth To Do, Lol! Performance Starts At 1.30pm Then Watch A Video. Quite Bored At There, Many Ppl There Looked Impatient & Bored, Lol! Guest Of Honour Arrived At 2pm To Give Speech, I Can See Tat He Was Veri Nervous By The Way He Speaks XD. About 2.15pm Then Start The Presentation Ceremony I Guess.. So Boring~~~

仔细想想，其实我讨厌/恐惧的并不是学校，也不是上学，真正让我讨厌/恐惧的是人与人之间的相处方式和态度。人往往会把不开心的过去记的一清二楚，也应为她们忘不掉这些过去，因此让她们才会产生害怕和恐惧的阴影，其中一个人就是我。这些回忆就像是一种毒药，想摆脱也摆脱不了。

A little match can cause a fire, just like a little thing you say can hurt someone forever, i guess i'm one of the victim.

CCK ITE / Depression?

2011-01-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

Ytd Night Have Slight Headache, Went To Sleep & Thought Morning Will Be Fine But I Woke Up In The Middle Of The Night [3.45am] To Take Medicine & Went Back To Sleep Bcos My Headache Became More Serious. Woke Up In The Morning & My Head Was Fine Again, Went To CCK Ite For Registration, Fee Payment & Purchase Sch Uniform.. Damn It! I Hate The Procedure, Took Up So Much Of My Time & Their Organise Sucks! So Complicated! Those People Never Even Tell Us Where To Buy Our Course Uniform & All At Different Place So Messy De Lor T.T~ Tat Sch Is Somehow Too Big..

I Don't Know Why I'm Becoming More & More Emotional Until A Stage Tat Makes Me Wonder If I'm Suffering From Slight Depression / Depression. I Have Check Through The Internet About Depression & I Do Have Some / Most Of The Symptoms, Does Tat Mean I'm Having Depression? I Really Hope I Can Go For Checkup Bcos Me Myself Think I'm Suffering From Depression.. But Is That A Big Problem If I Did? I Think The Only Time My Depression Will Be Gone Is After My Education Life Or When I'm Happy Wif My Sch Life, So I Really Hope I Can Either Get Rid Of My Education Life Fast Or Hope Tat I Will Be Happy Wif My Sch Life, Hope Tat It's Not As Bad As I Think Ba.. Anywae, I'll Try My Best To Cure It, I'll Try My Best To Be More Socialise, Happy, Positive & Keep Telling Myself Not To Think To Much.

New MV Release!

2011-01-04T13:26:00.003+08:00

Infinite - BTD (Before The Dawn) [MV]

Secret - Shy Boy [MV]

TVXQ - Keep Your Head Down [MV]

2NE1 - Don't Stop The Music [MV]

迎接 2011 年！

2011-01-01T21:36:00.003+08:00

新的一年，新的开始，让我们开心的迎接 2011 年！希望新的一年会更好/更开心！

Hope That This Will Be A Better Year For Me & For Everyone! =)

道别 2010!

2010-12-31T13:23:00.006+08:00

Wishes For 2011!

1）希望我可以忘掉不愉快的过去。
2）希望明年的我会比较快乐。
3）希望我可以 Be More Socialise。
4）希望我可以交到很多好朋友。
5）希望我可以变得更勇敢，更坚强。
6）希望我可以考到好成绩。
7）希望我能够适应新的环境。
8）希望我可以变得更正面，有更积极的态度。
9）希望我不会碰到我讨厌的人，讨厌我的人。
10）希望我班的人会比较成熟。

My Thoughts, My Decision.

2010-12-30T12:56:00.003+08:00

很多人问我为什么我不去 Sec5，那是因为我没有信心，我不认为我可以考到好成绩，顺利的进理工学院，因为我知道我自己的程度。我不想冒这个险，因为我实在承担不起第二次的失败，第二次的打击和第二次的痛苦，所以我选择了另外一条路。

很快就要开学了，心里难免有些担忧，因为我从小到大都对学校都有点恐惧。一方面的我希望有我认识的人和我同班，但另一方面的我却希望在我班里没有一个我认识的人，因为只有这样才能够让我从心开始，从新生活，忘掉以前那些不愉快的事。新的环境（陌生），新的同学和新的生活，虽然我不知道那会是一个怎么样的生活，但我希望一切都会很平稳。

Anywae, I've Gotten The Course Tat I Wanted.

Updating For 17 Dec 2010

2010-12-18T13:31:00.003+08:00

Morning Meet Zunfeng (Thx For Ur Accompany) & Cheesiong At Jurong Point For Breakfast Before Heading To School For Result. I Bought A Bag At Jurong Point As My Bag Was Spoiled Jux When We Are Queueing For Breakfast! Omg! That Bag Was So Pinkish, Hot Pink Again! Seems Like I'm Always Fated To Buy Hot Pink Bag Huh? Last Time I Bought A Hot Pink Backpack Bcos There Is No Purple, Onli Have Yellow (Too Ugly), Black (Too Common) & Blue (Tat Kind Of Blue Not Nice). This Time I Bought A Hot Pink Shoulder Bag Bcos There Is No Other Colour For Me To Choose! (How I Wish Got Purple, Dark Blue Or White) & Other Design Too Childish, Lol! Sorry, It's My Own Prob Since I Dun Like To Use Too Cartoon Bag, So Got No Choice But To Buy That. That Will Also Be My Next Yr School Bag! Lols! Since That "Kind" Of Bag Is Wat I Actualli Wanted For School Next Yr But The Actual Design That I Wanted Was Purple Colour Wif Black Polka Dots Which I Saw At Westmall Before But Now Dun Have Already T.T. I Will Try To Like This "Hot Pink" Bag, =). Watch 9PM Drama “破天网 (Breakout)” & Saw That Girl "Xiao Ying" Using The Actual Same Bag Tat I Bought, Same Design Somemore! LOL! But Her's Nicer, It's Dark Blue In Colour! O.O

During This Long Holiday I Have Nv Really Worried For My Result Before Right Until 16 Dec, The Day Before When I Found Out That I Needed To Get A 3 For Eng In Order To Get Into The Course I Wanted & I Have Nv Get A 3 For Eng Before In My Sec Sch Life. I Know That I Have Not Done Well For My Eng Paper 1. I Was Not Worried Abt My Other Subject, Onli For Eng. I Was Thinking Abt It All Day Long & I Couldn't Find Any Ways To Distract Myself To Think Abt It, So I Decided To Sleep Early As I Thought That Sleeping Is The Onli Way That Can Stop Me But I Was So Wrong, I Couldn't Even Fall Asleep! Wth~ Keep Telling Zunfeng Tat I'm Worried For My Eng At Jurong Point Too! Lols! XD

Went To School Too Early, Everyone Sitting At The Canteen Waiting For Teacher To Inform Us To Go Up To Hall. Headed To Hall, I Was Trying To Act As If I'm Not Tat Nervous But I Couldn't Even Smile. That Teacher & Principal Talked For Some Time But I Guessed Nth Goes Into My Ear At That Moment, Lol! Until We Get Our Result. Teacher Called Us 1 By 1 By Index Order Unlike Last Yr & I Waited For My Turn, The Teacher Placed Wad She Should Give Me Right In Front Of Me At The Table & Said "Congratulation", Meaning I've Been Promoted. I Was Wondering If I Can Take A Look At It (My Grades For Eng), Lol! I Look At The Teacher & They Looked Back At Me, So I Flipped & "Onli" Look At My Eng Grade, 3! Woohoo! Phew~! And I Acted Calm & Look Back At The Teachers, Lol, I Guess There Were Thinking "Wah! Look So Fast One Arh?" At That Moment, Lol! Guess They Won't Be Too Surprised Onli If They Knew Tat I've Onli Looked At My Eng. How Lucky I Was To Get That 3, If I Didn't, I Really Dunno Wad To Do & Where To Go, That 3 Is So Important To Me! Okay, No More Rubbish, Let's Share My Grades..

English - 3 (My Important 3! Maybe It's My Eng Paper 2 & Oral That Pulled My Marks Up I Guess, Since I Have Fun Chatting Wif My Oral Teacher, Lol! She Even Laughed At Wad I Said XD)
Maths - 3 (Nv Reached My Expectations! Stupid Paper 2! I Hate You! If Not I Can Get A 2 Like The Other Exams Liao, Sorry Mr Lee)
Chinese - 2 (My Chinese Oral This Yr Sucks Lor, Worst Than My Eng Oral, & Euu Noe Wad? I Get Distinction For Chinese "Oral" Wth! Lol! All Thx To The Marker!)
Science - 3 (Aww.. Why Same As Prelim?! The Paper Was Easier Than Prelim & I Was Aiming For A 2! T.T)
Combined Humanities - 4 (I Tot I Was Going To Get A 5 Or Failed, Lol! Since Governance, The Onli One Tat I Placed All My Bet On, The Onli One Tat I Understand, Did Not Came Out For My SS Essay If Not I Can Do Better & Get Good Grades!)
F&N - 4 (Why Onli 4? My Prelim Get 3 You Noe? & I Dun Think I Did Tat Bad, I Did Study, The Paper Was Fine For Me & I Was Aiming For A 2. Maybe They Pulled Down The Marks T.T!)

EMB3 - 15 Points! I Was Aiming Lesser Than This. Anywae, Congratulation To Myself, Lol! XD

Well, Thats All! I Have Registered For Higher Nitec Already, Hope I Can Get Into The Course I Wanted, My 1st Choice! Please!

It's Been A Long Time Since I'm Writing Something..

2010-12-16T12:57:00.003+08:00

I Noe Tat It's Been A Long Time Since I Write Something On My Blog, So Here I Am Again. I'm Sure Tmr & Last Day Of The Year I Would Blog. Lol! =X

明天就是我拿成绩的天了，说不担心是假的，怎么说这也是我的第二次，难免也会担心。最让我担心的是英文，现在更担心，因为我刚刚才知道要去 Higher Nitec 英文至少也要拿 3! T.T! 这有可能吗？老天爷啊，摆脱你就让我过吧~ 我不想上 Sec 5, 也不能去 Nitec 啊！要不然我这一年的努力都白费了。

New MV Release!

2010-11-23T12:44:00.013+08:00

SNSD - Snowy Wish [MV]

S.M. THE BALLAD - Miss You [MV]

After School - Love Love Love [MV]

F.Cuz - Wanna Be Your Love [MV]

Yoseob (B2ST) & Drama (Dalmatian) - First Snow and First Kiss [MV] (Drama So Cute XD!)

IU - Good Day [MV]

T-ara - Ya Ya Ya [MV]

T-ara - Why Are You Being Like This [MV]

F.cuz - Midnight Sun [MV]

Orange Caramel - A~ing [MV]

Kara - Jumping [MV]

BEAST - Beautiful [MV]

BEAST - Lights Go On Again [MV]

Girl's Day - Nothing Last Forever [MV]

2NE1 - It Hurts [MV]

New MV Release!

2010-10-31T14:19:00.005+08:00

SNSD - Hoot [MV]

2AM - Like Crazy [MV]

2AM - You Wouldn't Answer My Calls [MV]

Co-Ed - Bbiribbom Bberibbom [MV]

Co-Ed - I Love You A Thousand Times [MV]

New MV Release!

2010-10-01T14:11:00.007+08:00

Co-Ed - Too Late [MV]

SHINee - Hello [MV]

BEAST - Soom / Breath [MV]

Worried..

2010-09-10T13:46:00.004+08:00

Isn't In A Good Mood These Days Even Though Half Of The N-level Is Officially Over Bcos I Dun Find It Easy, Did Not Do Well In My EL Paper 1, Chinese Paper 2 (Section B & Last Section) & SS (Essay), It's Realli Difficult For Me, This Makes Me Worry So Much, It's A Torture For Me Knowing Tat Good Governance Did Not Came Out This Yr, I Realli Spent Alot Of Time For Tat, Studying..

Issit Me Myself Who Worried Too Much? Or Issit Me Myself Who's Lacking Of Confidence In Myself? I Dunno.. I Realli Pray Hard Tat I Can Score Well & Reach My Expectations. I Realli Need To Buckup For Wat Is Being Left For Me..

New MV Released!

2010-09-09T15:00:00.006+08:00

2NE1 - CLAP YOUR HANDS [MV]

2NE1 - GO AWAY [MV]

2NE1 - CAN'T NOBODY [MV]

SUPERNOVA - ON DAYS THAT I MISS YOU [MV]

GP BASIC - GAME [MV]

My Opinion!

2010-09-05T11:05:00.006+08:00

新闻报道说最近有越来越多家长，在孩子还没上小学时就开始让她们上学。我觉得他们真得很怕输，或许他们（家长）自己喜欢读书，又或者他们认为那是对孩子好，但是孩子还那么小她们又听得进多少？就算没有上学他们也可以学到很多生活上的东西啊，让他们参与一些活动，学习怎么骑脚踏车，画画，去发挥自己的创意，那不是更好吗？孩子活着又不只是为了读书！你们根本就是觉得自己的钱太多，拿钱来烧！更糟糕的是，有的孩子竟然问他们的家长 “为什么我每天都要读书？”，家长却没把孩子的话放在心上，认为自己的孩子还小不懂事，但是你又知道那句话的意思吗？他们不喜欢！不要认为小孩就没有压力，不管孩子在小还是会有压力的。你认为你这样做对孩子公平吗？他们快乐吗？你又有问过他们，他们想要的到底是什么吗？你剥夺了他们的开心同年，你快乐吗？你知不知道孩子有个快乐的童年是非常重要的？看见自己的孩子每天愁眉苦脸，面对着压力，你又觉得开心吗？我真的很可怜那些孩子。不要认为自己做什么都是对的，不要等到孩子讨厌你了才来后悔。

Parents Are Crazy Nowadays..

Regretting Much..

2010-08-31T14:12:00.005+08:00

Nowadays, Hav The Feeling Of Running Away From Sch Due To Much Reasons. Firstly, Of Cos, Classmates Prob Which Happens Almost Everydae Which I Didn't Want To Elaborate Much. Now, Hav An Additional Prob, I Started To Dislike Some Teacher's Attitude, Seriously, Although I Noe I Shouldn't Be Saying This Since Todae Is Teacher's Day But This Is Jux Something Bothering Me. Although I Do Admit Tat There Are Some Good Teachers In This Sch, In Total, Abt 1/4 Of The Teacher? I Onli Like 3 Teacher Tat Taught Me This Yr. I Regret Writing Msg In The Teacher's Day Card To Our Form Teacher, I Shouldn't Hav Wrote Anything As I Didn't Want To, As Simple As Tat. Opposite Of Tat, I Regret Not Giving Any Gift To Mr Lee & Ms Sunarti, Although I Noe Gift Doesn't Mean Much But They Are Jux Too Good Tat I Wanted To Give! =)) Another Reason Is Simply Bcos I Like To Wrap Present. ^^~ I Should Hav Prepared All Tat Early On.. Anywae, I Bought A Teacher's Day Cup For Mr Tan, It Took Me Alot Of Courage To Say This 3 Words, "Happy Teacher Day!", Lols~! Since To Me, This Few Words Are Often Heard From Children But If I Jux Give The Gift Without Saying Anything, It Would Be More Weird Isn't It?? O.O?.. Staying In Class Was The Most Boring Part Of The Day!

Recently..

2010-08-28T14:06:00.005+08:00

27 Aug, Fri.
After Sch, An Area Where I Hav To Walk Through In Order To Get To ISP Was Flooded, Seriously Flooded & I Onli Hav 2 Choices, 1 Is To Turned Back & Walked A Longer Distance, Another One Is Walked Through The Flooded Area. I Walked Through It Since I Hav No Choice Turning Back As Behind Me, There Were Lots Of Ppl, Quite Embarrassing Walking Through Though, Shoes & Socks Totally Wet! This Is The 2nd Time I'm Walking Through Flooded Area In My Sch! 1st Time Kanna Caught By DM & He's So Shocked To See Me Walking Tat Path & Say "Euu Not Scared Urr Shoes Wet Arh?", Although I Did Not Reply But Wat I Thought Is Tat Since I Hav Extra Shoes I Wun Mind Walking There. Reached ISP, DM Die Die Dun Wan Start Since Not Everyone Has Reached The ISP, Waited For Her To Speak Up For So Long, T.T! Why Are They So Slow?! Seriously Taking Up So Much Of Our Time, If I Say I'm Not Angry Abt Tat, I'm Lying~! & I'm Totally Impatient Since I Need To Reach Bpp At 12.30pm To Meet My Sis! I Reached Hall At Abt 11.15am.. DM Onli Started Talking At Abt 11.45?? I Think.. Talk So Slow Somemore, Then Keith Tan Talk So Long Too.. Then Attire Check, I Noe Mr Teng Actualli Wanna Giv Me Warning Slip Due To My Fringe But He Let Me Off, My God~! So Thankful To Him~! =XX Keep Waiting For Him To Say "Sit", Haha! XD Then DM Called Ppl Out To Serve Detention, So Many Ppl! O.O~~! DM Actualli Wanna Dismissed Our Class First But Due To A Certain Ppl Who Talked, Our Class Dismissed Last, T.T! I Make My Way To Bpp As Fast As I Could To Meet My Sis For Lunch At Swensen~! Feel Quite Sry For Them Since Going To Bpp For Lunch At Swensen Is My Decision & I Was Late For 1 Hr! I Didn't Even Get A Chance To Tell Them Tat I Would Be Late Since I Dun Wanna Take Risk Using Hp At Hall~~ T.T.. But Still We Get To Eat At Swensen & Tat's The Most Happiest Thing Of The Day~!

Having Emotional Feelings In Sch These Days, Realli Hope I Can Leave Tat Sch ASAP & Hope Next Yr I Will Not Need To See Those Idiotic Fools In ITE But Tat's Unlikely Possible Since Most Of Them Will Be Going To ITE, Hoping Tat They Wun Get Into The Same Course As Me, I Rather Go To A Class Without Knowing Anyone Than A Class Wif Them. Dun Worry, I Wun Miss SQSS Other Than Some Sec 5 Frenz & Teacher Tat Teaches Me This Yr, They Realli Treat Me Well Especially Mr Tan (Onli If He Didn't Throw Me Away To Another Teacher =X), Mr Lee & Miss Sunarti, Feel Guilty To Miss Sunarti Somehow Since She Treat Me Realli Good But I Didn't Pay Much Attention During Her Lesson These Days & My Work Isn't Completed Well Either & I'm Realli Sry For Tat. She Told Me Tat She Had Seen My Result Slip, Even Though I Failed Combined Human, She Did Not Nag At Me, Instead She Supported Me, Telling Me I Could Do It, She's Realli Kind To Me. =))

Late Post.

2010-08-22T14:54:00.011+08:00

It's Been A Long Time Since I Post. I Do Hav Things To Post But Bcos Of 2 Reason I Didn't, Lack Of Time & Laziness. Okay.. Lets Start!

9 August (National Day) - East Coast Outing!
Headed To East Coast Park Wif Huifen & Liping. We Meet At Bukit Batok MRT Station, While Travelling There, It's Quite Awkward Since It's Been A Long Time Since We've Meet, Abt 1 Year? O.O? Liping Say I Veri Quiet, Haha~! Due To Our Busy Schedule, I'm Free Mostly On Weekdays While They Are Onli Free On Weekend. Finally, We Get To Meet During Public Holiday. =) We Got Close Quite Fast Since They Are Quite Talkative =X, Haha~! While Travelling, We Discussed Wat We Should Do When We Reached, Liping Wanted To Play Roller Blade So We Did. For Me, It's So Difficult Okay? Learn Abt 2 Hours Still Dunno How To Play, Lols~! But I Realli Wanted To Learn. Maybe I Will Go Again During End Yr Holiday.. =) Hee.. 8PM++ Took Bus To Bukit Batok For Dinner, Traffic Jam, Reached There 10PM++, So We Decided To Take Away, Then I Took Bus Home Below Liping's Block, Reached Home 11PM++ Nearly 12AM~!
(Me, Huifen, Liping & Tiffany (Their Friend))

19 August - Onli If I Have The Courage To Run Away..
Torturing Day! I Regretted Tat I Did Not Run Away From Tat Class Photo Taking After Sch Since I Dun Hav The Courage Which Made Me Hurt So Much, I Should Have Run Away! How I Wish I Can Asked Them To Keep Their Mouth Shut! I Did Not Say Anything Abt Them Before! Why Must They Do This To Me?!!!!! It's Really Hurtful. I Can't Even Smile While Taking Photo & It Took So Much Of My Precious Time! Spending My Time There Jux To Get Hurt Is Not Wat I Wanted!

Secret - Madonna [MV]!

Infinite - She's Back [MV] ♥ Myungsoo, Hoya & Woohyun Alot Alot!!! ♥♥♥

BoA - Hurricane Venus [MV]

Boring Day~!

2010-08-05T16:29:00.003+08:00

Finally, I'm Free From Exams~! Woohoo! Or Not?? Instead Of Saying Hopefully, I Will Pass All, I Would Say Hopefully, I Onli Fail My Combined Humanities. =X Since SS Is A 100% Failed Paper, I Wun Lie To Myself Saying Tat I "Might" Pass. Geog Is Diff To Say, Made Quite A Number Of Mistakes, It's Either Jux Pass Or Nearly Pass, Which Can't Help My SS Either. Tmr Might Go Out & Happy Wif Friends! =) Wah.. Jux Now After Sch Waited For My Dad For 45min & Tat's Long, I Didn't Knew It Would Be Tat Long.

Things Just Doesn't Goes Right Todae..

2010-08-02T13:48:00.003+08:00

Social Studies Paper Was The Worst Paper I've Done, It's A 100% Failed Paper. When The Paper Was Distributed, I Quickly Fliped Over To See Wat Came Out For Essay, Wat I Studied DID NOT Come Out! Which Is Deterance & Diplomancy! After Looking At Tat Page, My Mind Was All BLANK!..

Now Having Sore Throat. =(

Next Will Be A Heavy Post, For Ppl Who Wants To Read, Go Ahead. For People Who Disagree Wif Wad I Say, Jux Take It As Euu Have Nv Read Cos This Is Just My Thoughts & Wanted To Let It Out.

人丑陋的一面。你们改变了我对新加坡的看法。
I Realli Regret Taking Tat Certain Bus 176 Todae Which I've Waited For Very Long. When I Wanted To Board The Bus, An Indian "Aunty" Keep Squeezing, Standing At The Left Side Of The Door, Waiting For The Door To Open, So I Walked Towards My Right, When The Door Open, She Decided To Walk From The Right! Not Onli This! She Walk To The Right Even Though She Used Money, Not Ezlink Card & She Wanted To Put Money Which Was On The Left! Trying To Block Both Sides Issit?! I Went To Sit At The Back Near The Door Where I Could Clearly See Wats Happening. When It Came To A Certain Stops, An Elderly Board The Bus & While She Was Walking Towards The Back, None Of The People Actualli Took The Initiative To Give Up Their Seats, So I Decided To Stand. I Wonder How Parents Teach Their Child Nowadays, I See A Number Of "Aunties" Asking Their Child To Fight For Seats. I Realli Feel Ashamed Of Being A Singaporean & I'm Not Proud Of It, This Is The Veri First Time I'm Saying This. If I Were Given A Choice, I Would Rather Go To A Country Where Ppl Are More Polite, Well Mannered & Not KIASU!

Fighting Wif Time!

2010-07-30T21:11:00.006+08:00

Todae's Chinese Paper, Me Myself Think I Did Not Do Well, This Is The First Time I Choose To Write Gong Han, I Do Rmb The Format, Starting & Ending But Due Too Much Time Paying Attention On Doing Well Wif The Gong Han, I Chiong For The 2nd Part Of My Compo, It Doesn't Reached My Expectation. Paper 2 Was Quite Diff Wif The 1st Two Section Too..

I Did Not Do Well In My N Lvl Chinese Oral Either, I Was Not In The Mood When I Entered The Room Bcos I Was The 2nd Last Person, I Waited For Abt 2 Hours Till My Turn & I Started To Feel Bored, When I Went In, The Teacher On The Right Giv Me A Black Face -.-!, Maybe If I Was The First Few, It Would Be Better, Isn't It Unfair Somehow?

After Oral, I Was Wondering If I Should Go For A Haircut By Myself Or Posponed To Next Week Bcos I'm Afraid Of Facing Awkward Situation But I Can't Wait To Cut & Even If I Posponed Next Week, I Still Muz Go By Myself Isn't It?? So I Gather Up All My Courage & Went. Wat I Predicted Wad Right, I Did Faced Awkward Situation When I Went In & I Jux Hope I Could Quickly Get My Haircut & Leave, Although I Cut The Same Hairstyle As Previous Few Times But Tat Was The 1st Time I See Ppl Cutting Using This Method O.O, Outcome Is Fine For Me. =)

There Is Not Enough Time Left For Me To Study For Next Week Exams, T.T!

Boring Sch..

2010-07-28T15:29:00.008+08:00

Sch Is Always So Boring, Slowly Getting Impatient Waiting For Time To Pass During Almost Every Lesson, Especially Eng, Chem & Maths Lesson, Maybe Those Teachers Need To Change The Teaching Method To Make It More Intresting.. Finally, Exams Will Be Starting Tmr! Doesn't Need To Face Those Lesson Anymore. BUT! I Dunno Why I'm Worried Abt SS Essay, I Wonder Wad Should I Focus On & Will Things Goes Into My Head?? Well, Sch Topic Aside, Let's Talk Abt Shopping! Finally, I'm Going To Change My Sch Bag Tmr! This Is How It Looks, Exact Same Bag! =) Of Cos, I Bought It At Blogshop. =)

Life's Sucks..

2010-07-20T15:01:00.005+08:00

PE Lesson Totally Sucks Todae.. Nv Play He Also Nag, Play My Own Method He Also Nag, -.-! Wad He Want??!!! The Original Method So Childish! -.-!

Suddenly Say Need Clear Under Table Books Todae For Our Class, Stunned! So Heavy T.T.

Shinee - Lucifer [MV] Out! Whenever I See Key's Hairstyle, I Feels Like Crying. T.T!

Pizza♥~!

2010-07-16T17:26:00.005+08:00

Sch Is Getting More & More Boring. How I Wish I Can Go Back To My Usual Physics Lesson, I Wonder How Long The Teacher Will Be Teaching Us, Plz Dun Tell Me Till N Level, Noo!! Dislike Him Ahh.. I Dun Need Him As My Teacher Man. If Euu Want Me To Be Under Him, I Rather Hav No Physics Teacher.. His Teaching Suckx! Feeling Stress Nowadays..

Todae Went JP Wif Ziyun & Her Bro For Lunch! Pizzahut! Haha! =))) Then Shop Shop..

School So SianZ!

2010-07-13T16:31:00.005+08:00

Firstly, Thanks Mrs Tan For The Pizza Treat, I Appreciate Tat Alot. =) Yummy!

PE Lesson Totally Suckx Todae, I Realli Hope There Is No PE Lesson At All! I Feel So Helpless! Lonely! Left-out! I Noe I Like To Hide From Reality, I Can Hide Every Lesson Jux By Using Hp, Reading Books Or Sleeping In Class But PE Lesson Is The Onli Lesson Tat I Totally Couldn't Hide Bcos There Nth Around Me Or Wif Me Tat I Could Use To Hide! To Be Exact, Nth To Do. The Onli Method Tat I Can Think Of Is To Run Away From Tat Area Which Is Allocated By The Teacher, Trying To Be As Far As Possible From Certain Ppl.

I Realli Dislike Wad Ppl Says Abt Me & How Ppl Look At Me, & I Think I Couldn't Tolerate Soon.. I Jux Couldn't Find A Certain Kind Hearted Ppl. Where Hav All The Kind Souls Go??

Hate Him For Doing Those Stuff! & I Think Euu Should Noe Why Ppl Dislike Euu! Bcos Euu Always Gets Onto Ppl's Nerve! Doing Wad They Dislike! & Wad Ppl Doesn't Want! Euu Jux Dun Listen To Wad Ppl Say! NO Means NO!!! DON'T WANT/DON'T NEED Means DON'T WANT/ DUN NEED! Understand?!

Feeling Sleepy Starting From 11++am, Due To The Boring SS Lesson Tat Makes Me Feel So Sleepy Listening To Teacher & Copying Slides, Doing My Own Stuff During Maths Lesson, Drawing Here & There, Waiting For Time To Past Although There Is Work Given By Teacher But I'm Realli Tired Jux By Looking At Those Words & Doesn't Wants To Do, So Sorry.

O.O So.. I'm The 1st One To Present Todae During F&N Remedial. I Somehow Feels Tat I Hav Difficulty Catching Up Wif My F&N, Aww.. Tmr & Next Week Hav Alot Of Thing To Study & Do For F&N, STRESS!~

Teen Top - Clap [MV]

Super Junior - No Other [MV]

TOY STORY 3

2010-07-09T23:06:00.017+08:00

Went Causeway Point Wif Sandy, Feng & Samantha As Tmr Is Sandy's Birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDY! Wonder Why Qin & Xuan Couldn't Make It? =( So Sad.. We Went To Watch This Movie, Toy Story 3. As To Wad Feng Said, "Euu Wun Regret Watching This Movie", & After The Movie Ends, I Actualli Agreed Wif Wad She Said. Great Movie, Veri Thrilling, Quite Exciting & Funny, Although I Didn't Express It Out, Haha! The Part When Barbie & Ken Has Jux Met Was Funny! The Potato Couple Was Realli Cute (In The Movie)! ^^~ Especially When The Male Potato Is Flat, It Looks Funny When He Walk Wif That Flat Body. Lols~ & When Buzz Speaks Spanish Wif The Dance Part, It's Cute & Funny! The Giant Baby Somehow Looks Scary To Me Cos Of The Eye.. & The Bear Is Awful, Ugly & Black Hearted! =X If Euu Hav Time Maybe Euu Can Go Watched Too! =)

Eng Oral..

2010-07-07T21:03:00.005+08:00

Yay! Eng Oral Had Ended! Ahh.. Waited Damn Long Till My Turn For Eng Oral.. 1hr Plus Doing Nth, Jux Stare Here & There Waiting For The Time To Pass Since There Was Nth On My Hand. After Oral Then I Found Myself Still Got Lotsa Things Needa Add But Everything Is Too Late! Well, The First Impression The 2 Teacher Gave Me Was That They Look Quite Strict When I Was Waiting Outside. I Wonder Why Am I Being Nervous While I Started Reading The Passage, The Teacher At The Right Smirk At Me When I Was Doing Picture Discussion, Wth -.-! Cos I Couldn't Think Anymore & I Actualli Repeat The One Which I've Said Before. As For Conversation, I Say Something That Almost Shocked The Teacher! Lols! Their Expression To Wad I've Said Was Funny! They Might Think That I'm Somehow Violent? Lols~ & I Can't Believe That I Even Replied, "As In, Not The Way Euu Think", Lols! Think Tat The Certain Sentence Hav Wake Them Up Huh? Then Continue.. Blah Blah Blah..

Dunno Why Todae There Are Quite A Number Of Teacher Keep Aiming At Me.. =X So Scary Sia! Dun Aim Me Leh.. 让我觉得压力好大！

Will Onli Be Using Com For 1 Hr Todae, Lacking Of Time Ahh..

Embarassed >.
2010-07-06T21:32:00.011+08:00
Ahh.. So Embarassed During Chinese Lesson.. Plz Forget Everything Guys! Getting More & More Suckx Wif The Feelings! Hate Chinese Lesson More Than F&N Now! Argh! =( I Realli Doesn't Want To Be Involved In Any Group Work.. Sobby~ T.T

Dislike The Feeling Everytime PE Lesson Starts, First Half Hour Suckx! But Next Half Hour Are Fine For Me, Hope Next Weeks PE Lesson Will Let Me Do The Same Thing So Tat I Wun Feel So Awkward, Left Out & Unhappy.

No!!! F&N Remedial Will Be Starting Later Than Usual, Meaning? Ends Later Too! Ahh! Waste My Time!!! >=( I Don't Even Need A Break Inbetween!

Tmr Will Be Havin My Eng Oral Exams, Worries~

4Minute - I My Me Mine [MV] Out! Veri Nice! =)

Kan Mi Yeon - Crazy (Feat. Lee Joon & Mir)
Mir's Rapping Rockx! Yea.. Like Wad Many Ppl Think, I Do Agree Tat Mir Somehow Makes Me Think Of GD At This MV! But I Like Mir More! ^^~ Lee Joon's Expression Rocks! Dun Tie Lee Joon Up Okae?!!! Wad Doesn't Meant To Be Urrs Will Nv Be Urrs!

miss A - Bad Girl Good Girl [MV]

Life Goes On No Matter How Hard It Is..

2010-07-05T15:02:00.008+08:00

Finally Back To My Blog Again.. It's Been A Long Time Since I Updated. It's Not That I Don't Hav Anything To Update But The Opposite, I Do Hav Lotsa Things To Update Abt But Do Not Hav The Extra Time To Blog.

Went For BEAST Showcase & Autograph Session During The Last Week Of Holidays, They Were Awesome! Doojoon Waved Back At Me At The Showcase ^^! So "Shock" & Happi! However, It's Quite Sad To See That Junhyung Isn't In A Good Mood In SG, I Wonder Why.. But No Matter What, Hope BEAST Will Come SG Again For Their Next Album!

ZE:A! Plz Come SG Soon Too!!!!! Wondering Why Epi 9 Idol League Isn't Out Yet.. Hmm..

Btw, Finished Watching Eclipse, Ending Was Exciting.. Overall Quite Okay, Still Can Hav Improvement Though.

Nowadays, Saw Many Ppl Walk Without Looking / Looking On The Floor.. Looking For Golds? Wat's The Matter Wif Them? Don't They Hav Eyes??? Walking Backwards, Blocking My Way And So..

Sch Has Started, Everything Is Back To Normal. Truely Speaking, I'm Happy That My Recess Is Wif The Same Person Again! & It Do Make Some Changes For Me (My Mood), Realli Thankful To Her Although She Might Not Noe How Much It Affects Me, It Jux Makes Me Feel Safe To See Her? This Is How I Would Describe. Well, Time Table Changed & I Find Myself Getting More & More Busy Wif My Work, There Are Jux Too Many Homework & The One That Stressed Me Alot Is Difinitely My F&N! Stressed By Jux Thinking Abt It! Argh! Realli Hope I Can Get Over This Real Soon.. The Onli Good Thing That I Found Is That I Can Pay Attention In Class During Geog & Physics Lesson. =) However, There Will Be Some Changes To Some Students, Changing Of Teacher & Classes For Physics Lesson & I Jux Hoped It Wouldn't Be Me, Reason Being I Hate Changes In My Life / Environment Although I Like To Experienced New Thing & Learn New Thing But That's Totally 2 Different Thing. I Want To Stay At My Own Corner In The Classroom, Sitting Beside The Window, It Jux Makes Me Feel Safe, Wierd Reason, But Plz, Jux Let Me Stay This Way & Not To Make Any Changes For Me As I Noe It Will Affect My Mood. Anyway, Till Now.. I'm Still Left Wif Undone Homework, Mainly Chinese & F&N! Argh! I Realli Hate Doing It! Tmr Will Definitely Be A Bad Day Since There Is F&N Remedial & PE Lesson! Ekk.. Totally Suckx! Wed Hav Eng Oral Exams! So I Might Hav A Busy Week.. Getting More & More Busy Recently. CME Lesson Now Has Changed To Eng Lesson. Meaning? There Is More Eng Lesson Now! =( I Want CME Lesson, To Slack.. ='( How I Wished I Could Stopped All This! But That Impossible.. Hav To Face The Cruel Reality Then! I Jux Wants To Get Over It! Time, Plz Pass Faster For Me Okay? God! Plz Giv Me Some Strength To Carry On Wif My Life~

NEW MV RELEASE!

2010-06-20T14:25:00.003+08:00

Infinite - Come Back Again [MV]

D-NA - Stumble Stumble [MV]

Orange Caramel - Magic Girl [MV]

Code-V - Addiction [MV]

Feeling Stress!

2010-06-13T15:43:00.007+08:00

Todae Is The Last Day Of 2nd Week Holiday.. Yes, I Agree Tat Holiday Time Passes Veri Fast Cos It's Nv Enough. Some Might Say Time Passes Veri Fast But To Me I Always Say Time Passes Veri Slow. Till Now, I Hav Nv Started On Any Of My Homework & I Wonder When I Would Start, Keep Procrastinating, Looking At The Huge Pile Of Homework Waiting For Me To Finished Within This Small Amount Of Time Which Is Left For Me. Almost Every Subject There Is Homework Given & FNN Project When Hav To Be Presented During The First Day When Sch Reopen! Somehow Started To Feel Worry, I Started Feeling Worried From The Start Of 2nd Week, Thinking "Why Am I Worrying When It's Onli The 2nd Week?", Keep Thinking Of Those Homework, Ah.. I Realli Hate This Stressing Feeling, I Noe I Hav To Start Working Cos If I Onli Start At The Last Week, I Definitely Couldn't Finished. How I Wish Time Could Pass Faster Till Where I Would End My Studies Life, How I Wished Once I Close & Open My Eyes, I Will Reached Abt 5 Years Later Where I'm Going To End My Studies. Facing The Stress From Sch Work & Certain Ppl, It Realli Worries Me, Making Me Feeling Unsafe, It's A Torture, I Noe I Hav To Face Reality But When Will This Ends?

Ytd While Leaving Westmall, Saw Hui Fen, Xing Liang & Leepeng. Quite Shocked Cos I Did Not Noticed Them Until I Saw Xing Liang & Huifen Waving At Me. ^^ Tat's When I Started To Noe How Long I Have Nv Seen Them, Feeling Guilty Somehow As I Always Say I Will Find Time For Them But Till Now I Rarely Contact Them, Realli Sry. It's Time For Me To Find Some Time For Them I Guess.. Btw, Quite Happy To See Them Still Being Together Always!

Gonna Go Cut Hair Soon, Slightly Shorter I Guess, Wonder Wat The Outcome May Be.. ?? Lols~

BEAST Showcase & Autograph Session!

2010-06-08T15:52:00.013+08:00

Above Are My BEAST Album Wif Different Ticket! Both Total @ $49.95!
It's Been Confirmed Tat I Will Be Going For BEAST Showcase @ Mediacorp On 24th June 2010 (Thurs) & BEAST Autograph Session At IMM, Garden Plaza Lvl 3 On 25th June 2010 (Fri)! =) So Excited! Can't Wait To See BEAST! BEAST Hwaiting!

SS501 - Love Ya [MV] Out!

2010-06-01T13:54:00.001+08:00

SS501 - Love Ya [MV] Out!

New Version SNSD & 2PM - Caribbean Bay [MV]! Nice!

2010-05-26T16:00:00.002+08:00

New Version SNSD & 2PM - Caribbean Bay [MV] Out! Taecyeon Damn Nice!!!!!!!!!

SNSD & 2PM - Caribbean Bay [MV]

2010-05-20T19:50:00.001+08:00

My God.. Luv This MV So Much.. Like The Story & The Way How Taecyeon Looked At Yoona~

SNSD & 2PM - Caribbean Bay [MV]

It's Realli Not My Day!

2010-05-19T16:14:00.008+08:00

Lastly, Physics 29/50. MCQ 10/20 Onli, Omg.. Paper 2 19/30. Science Total = 56.5/100

After Checking Scripts..
Jux Bcos I Forgotten To Put Degree Sign Lost 1 Mark For Physics =(. English Lost 3 Marks At Cloze Passage, Actualli Can Pass De But I Did Not Add A "s" For 3 Of My Ans, This Causes Mi To Fail Cloze Passage -.-! As For Maths, Lost 2 Marks Due To Carelessness Too, Actualli Correct De Then Dunno Why I Go Change Number -.-! Chinese Lost 2 Marks Jux Bcos I Change My Ans Too Even Though I Was Veri Confirm Wif My Previous Ans But I Wonder When Did I Change Tat Ans, Maybe I Change Wrong Ques I Guess.. I Realli Need Extra Time For Checking..

After Sch Walked Damn Fast To Bus Stop Again & Saw My Bus Run Again! Wth! I Alreadi Walked Faster Than Ytd! Why Dun The Driver Drive Slower?! Walked All The Way To MRT Station As I Realli Lazy To Wait For Next Bus But After Walking I Noe I Will Onli Be Doing This Once Cos It's Realli Tiring.. Next Time I'm Going To Walked Damn Slow To The Bus Stop.

Saw 1 Grasshopper In The Lift, Wah! Freak Out! Scare Me.. Facing Me Somemore, >.< ! How I Wish The Door Could Opened Fast For Mi To Dashed Out!

4Minute - Huh (Hit Your Heart) [MV] Out!

CNBLUE - Love [MV] Out!

My Results, My Day!

2010-05-18T16:33:00.007+08:00

Results Out! Currently, All Passed, Physics Haven Take Back.

English - 72 / 140 (Phew! Heng Not U!!! Scare Me.. Get Back Paper 1 First, Both Section 15/30, Waited So Long For Paper 2, Make Mi Damn Worry, &... 42/80. Thank God!)
Maths - 99/140 (Then? Found 1 Mark! 100/140! Woohoo! Lols! Spend Lotsa Effort Looking For Marks, Lols! ^^ Teacher Tot Paper Hav Mistake Wif The Marks But I Counted There's Nth Wrong. It's A 4 Marks Ques, Not 2, So I Help Many Ppl Earn Marks For A Certain Ques, ^^. Many Ppl Refering To Three 4NA Classes)
Chinese - 65/100 (Listening - MC, Oral - 32/50, Paper 1 - 44/70, Paper 2 - 41/60, It Would Be Better If I Take Listening Cos My Listening Is Good =X 真可惜..)
Chemistry - 27.5/50 (Phew!)
Combined Human - Geog - 44/50 SS - 25/50 = 69/100 ( Wth! Didn't Manage To Get A1 All Bcos Of The Stupid SS That Pulled My Marks Down Sooooooo Much! >=( Stupid SS, I Hate Euu So Much! Onli 4 Ppl Passed SS =X )

Nowadays My Temper Not Realli Good Ehh? I Wonder Wat Causes This, Somehow I'm Worrying For Something I Guess..

Ytd Geog Teacher Nv Come, Tat Class So Damn Noisy Lor, Wth! Ppl Pushing Here & There, Shouting Around, I Wonder Wat's The Matter Wif Them?!

Todae Almost Fell Outside Sch, Phew~ Luckily Didn't Injured Myself, =X, Who Asked Mi Walked So Fast As I Thought I Could Reach The Bus Stop Before Bus Arrive, How I Noe When I Reached, I Saw My Bus Run! Wth! I Alreadi Walked Veri Fast Liao Lor! I Onli Took 7Min To Reach The Bus Stop! If There Were No One Blocking My Way Inside & Outside Sch I Think I Could Hav Reached Before The Bus Came!!! Argh! Waited The Bus For So Damn Long, Bus 920 More Long!!! Wth! While Walking Back Home Also Got Ppl Blocking My Way!!! >.< !

This Few Days Is Definitely Not My Day~

Mblaq - Y [MV] Out! I Like. =)

Last Day Of Exams! Yay!

2010-05-12T16:35:00.006+08:00

Chinese Paper 2 Was Quite Sucessful Than The Past 4 Years, How I Wish It Would Be Set Like This Everytime, The Passage Did Not Hav Much Difficult Words. =) As For Chem, Tikum For Some Ques On Paper 1, Paper 2 Was Veri Difficult..

After Exams, Went To Lot1 Wif Zun Feng, Zi Yun, Jing Xuan & Sandy For Pepper Lunch! My Idea~ ^^ So Yummy! Then Go Walk Walk..

Super Junior - Bonamana [MV] Out!

Maths Paper 2, Physics.

2010-05-11T13:34:00.004+08:00

Lack Of Study Mood Ytd Due To Tiredness, It's Monday Bluez, Who Not Tired, Rite? Of Cos, I Also Noe It's A Lame Excuses Given By Lazy Ppl, I Also Noe Tat Time Wun Stop Jux Bcos Of Me. I Believe Tat Time Do Stop Sometimes Without Us Noticing But Time Wun Stop Jux Bcos Of My Lame Excuses. I Dun Regret For Not Studying Maths Bcos It Is Not As Difficult As I Thought, Phew~ I Studied While For Physics With The Leftover Time After Procrastinating. I Did Not Regret For Wad I Did As I Noe To Me, Physics Is More Difficult Than Maths. I Think I Would Be Able To Pass Maths But 期望越高, 失望越大 So Dun Think So Much. Physics MCQ Difficult, Nv Study For Some Topic Therefore Dunno How To Do Dunno Wad Moon / Mass / Force / Weight / Wavelength / Speed / Velocity Thingy, Lol, Sounds Alot Huh? Onli Confident In My Light Question, ^^. Hopefully, Both Paper Can Pass.. =)

The Relief Teacher For Physics Test Late Released Us, Count Paper Count So Slow, Wth, Keep Scolding & Nagging Somemore~ >=(

GEOG & MATHS!

2010-05-10T14:20:00.003+08:00

Well, All My Effort Has Alreadi Been Spend On Geog. I Did Not Study For Maths Other Than During Recess Which Was Less Than Half Hour, Wat May Be The Outcome I Dunno But I Realli Realli Realli Hope I Can Get More Than 40 Marks Out Of 50 But Issit Possible? I Know I Made Some Mistake With 2~3 Ques Cos I'm Not Too Sure Abt It But Others.. Hmm, Hope Is Correct La. I Also Hope SS Will Not Pull Down Much Of My Marks For Combined Human.. ='( I Realli Did Study For Geog, 1st Time In My Life I Spend So Much Effort On A Certain Subject! & This Is The First Time I Say Loudly, "I DID Study!" For Geog.. Lol, As Compared To Last Yr N-Level I Study Awhile For Every Subject & DID NOT Study For Geog At All, Lols! =X

Able To Cope With The 1st Few Ques For Maths Paper But Few Pages At The Back Was Realli Difficult, I Dunno How To Do Arh~ The Volume Thingy.. Some Ques My Ans So Wierd, Wat A Long Number.. o.O Die La But I'm Happy To Noe Tat My Simultaneous Equations Working & Answer Was Right! Haha! 1st Time Correct Sia! All Thx To Zunfeng Teaches Me How To Solve Simultaneous Equations Few Minutes B4 The Paper Starts! ^^

F.cuz - Jiggy Chinese Version!

2010-05-09T14:40:00.003+08:00

Sry For The Late Posting Of This MV Cos I'm Not Realli Intrested In Watching The MV As I Dun Realli Like Yao Yao But I Dun Regret Watching It! F.cuz Is So Funny Especially Jinon, Shouting "Okay!" So Loudly, Haha! So Cute Arh~ Like Kan's Actions, Like Kids, So Cute ^^. Ye Jun Keep Dancing To Yao Yao's Song. LeeU Pronounce Quite Good In Chinese, So Cute & Talkative. They Wanted To Say "Chao Ke Ai" But Become "Cho Ko Ai", ^^! Realli Cute~ My God! Love F.cuz All Four Of Them So Much! So Cute, Funny & Handsome.. SUPPORT F.CUZ!

F.cuz Chinese Version Jiggy MV Making..

F.cuz - Jiggy [MV] ( Chinese Ver.) Wif Yao Yao!
Lan Bo Lao Shi Teaching Yao Yao Dance Jiggy..

Lacking Of Time.. Worries..

2010-05-08T14:12:00.005+08:00

I Somehow Feels Like I'm Lacking Of Time To Get Wad I Want To Achieve. I Wanted To Put In Lotsa Effort For My Geography, I Wanted To Score Well For My Geography In Order To Push Up My Combined Human Marks As I Did Not Put In Much Effort For My SS Paper Ytd But If I Do This I Might Not Hav Enough Time For My Chemistry, I'm Weak In Chemistry & Hav Lotsa Things For Me To Catch Up, I Onli Hav Little Knowledge For Chemistry. I Need To Study Every Single Subject For My Exams That Is Coming Up Next Mon, Tue & Wed Which Include Chem, Phy, Chinese (No Need Study), Geog & Maths But Can I Do So With Jux This Small Amount Of Time, 2Days, Which Is Given To Me? I'm Realli Regretting Tat I Did Not Start Study Early, I Keep Thinking As If I Hav Lotsa Time Left For Me To Study But Now When I Count, I'm Realli Lack Of Time. I Dun Want To Disappoint My Physics Teacher Either, I Know I Hav To Study For Physics Or I Might Be Failing.

I Wanted To Study Geog Ytd But I'm Too Tired After Doing My F&N Homework So I Went To Sleep..

Guess Wad I Can Do Now Is To Chiong All The Way.. Do As Much As I Can, I'll Try My Best.

最后，祝全天下的母亲，母亲节快乐！ =)

Random!

2010-05-07T16:29:00.005+08:00

Wah! Todae Morning Woke Up Damn Tiring, Couldn't Get My Eyes Opened Due To The Late Sleep The Previous Night, I Went To Sleep At 11++pm If I'm Not Wrong But Hav Examinations Todae Therefore I Told Myself To Get Some Sleep During Afternoon But Now Damn Awake, Not Sleepy At All! Ahas. Todae The One Who's Lacking Energy Isn't Me, It's Ziyun! Haha! Seems Like We've Switched Roles Liao Huh? No La! I'm Full Of Energy Jux Bcos I've Recoverd From My Illness.

Quite Shocked That I'm Having Good Mood Todae, Which Is Veri Nan De, Simply Bcos It's FRIDAY AFTER SCHOOL! Lols! XD

I Dun Hav Much Comment Abt Todae's Paper, It's Difficult To Predict Wat Kind Of Marks I Will Be Getting, The Onli Thing Tat I Noe Is That I'm Going To Lose 13 Marks As I Did Not Do The 2nd Part Of The Essay Question, Did Not Study For That. =X Even If I Did, There Was No Time Left For Me. Was Wondering If I Should Do DETERS Or TAMIL Which Is 2 Different Ques For Me To Choose 1, Lols! Study More For TAMIL But Choose To Do DETERS Due To Some Reason That Makes Me Blur & I Onli Hav Certain Amount Of Time To Make Decision On Which Ques I'm Going To Choose. I'm Unable To Try Out Both To See Which One I Can Write Longer As The Time Given Isn't Much. After Handing In The Paper, Some Sentence That I've Missed Starts To Appear In My Brain! Argh! Wth! Teacher So Early Asked Ppl Collect Paper, Havent Even Time Out! I've Missed The "Every Men Are To Undergo Training After Their Completion Of NS For 10Years, 40Days Per Years.", Now Noe Why I No Time For 2nd Part Alreadi? Cos I'm Still Thinking For The First Part! SS Total Marks Issit Over 50? I'm Not Sure Abt This But If It Is, I'm Praying To Get At Least A 30.

Quite Stunned To See That Onli Few Of Them Bought Dictionary Along For Chinese Paper 1, I Wonder If Their Chinese Was So High Standard That They Dun Hav To Use, So Pro. *.* I Keep Using While Writing, I Can See That I Am The Onli Person Who Keep Flipping Dictionary, =X, If I Did Not Bring Dictionary Along Wif Me, I Might Die Halfway.

Currently The Most Difficult Part I Faced During My Exams Is English Paper 1 & 2 And The Essay Part Of SS..

Anywae, No Matter Wat The Outcome May Be, I Have Alreadi Tried My Best Todae On Both Chinese & SS Paper.

After Sch Headed To IMM Wif Ah Feng & Ah Yun To Settle Our Lunch At Mac Which Is Our Last Minute Decision & They Teached Me Some Stuff Abt Maths That I've Requested Which Makes Me Totally Forgotten Abt My Enquires For Chem. =X! Gonna Chiong Tat On Mon..

Used New Bag Todae, Although I Dun Realli Like The Colour But It's Comfortable. =) I Will Try To Like It More & Treasure It. I Noe Many Ppl Hav The Same Logo Bag As Me But The Difference Between My Bag & Theirs Is That Mine Is From KOREA! Lols! Although Mine Might Be Cheaper But As Long As I Noe Mine Is From Korea I'm Satisfied Alreadi ^^ & I Feel Comfortable Using It. =) Noticed That Alot Of Ppl Changing Bags Nowadays, Seems Like It Is A Good Time To Change Bag Huh? Noticed Some Bag Quite Nice Too. =)

O.O So This Is How Much I've Written On My Blog Todae! I Tot I Dun Hav Much Things To Write But Turn Out To Be Alot, Lols! Jux Now Still Considering If I Should Update My Blog..

Ah! Suddenly Notice Tat I Hav F&N Work Not Done Which Is Due Todae, Lols! Bcos I've Jux Checked My Email Or Else I Might Probably Forget Abt It, Got To Get It Done Soon, Ytd Too Busy No Time Do. Bye!

Hurtful / Lonely PE Lesson.

2010-05-06T15:17:00.007+08:00

Dislike The Feeling Everytime During PE Lesson.
现在的我已经不讨厌你们了，其实以前对你们的感觉也不算讨厌啦。但是，有时我真的很希望你们可以不要以那么伤人的眼光看着我，也不要说那些伤人的话。我不想和你们多说，不是因为我默认你们所说的话，而是因为你们未必会相信我说的话，我了解，有谁会相信一个和自己不相干的人的话呢？不是吗？ =）

Wah! This Month My HP Bill Ex Arh! Wad Hav I Done To Dat Phone? =X $53++ Sia! Broke Liao.. Aww.. Wanna Save Lotsa Money From Now On To Buy Lotsa Bags Tat I Want. ^^

Will Probably Be Using My New Bag To Sch Tmr~ =) Hope Tmr's Chinese & SS Paper Wun Be Too Difficult For Me!

Wondering Where Will I Be Heading After Sch Tmr To Settle My Lunch, Hmm, Let Me Think. Next Wed, After My Last Paper Will Probably Be Hanging Out Wif Friends. Either Thurs Or Fri Will Be Playing Batminton Wif My Sis At Chua Chu Kang Stadium. Lastly, Would Be Considering If I Should Get My Hair Cut & When I Should Get It Cut..

f(x) - NU ABO [MV] Out!

Sch Life~

2010-05-05T17:57:00.008+08:00

Tuesday
DOOM! My English Doom! So Difficult For Both Paper 1 & 2! To Me.. Maybe I Would See A "U" This Time In My Result Slip, Realli Doom. Paper 1 I Got No Idea Wad To Write Everytime I Reached Para 2, Then Keep Changing Question. Paper 2 So Diff Somemore & The Passage Was So Boring, Makes Mi Wanna Sleep.. -.- Pray Hard To Get A Borderline Passed.

After Sch, Look For Mr Faizal To Hand In My F&N File, He Said I Should Hand In Last Week. Wth! Last Fri I Look For Him For Damn Long Lor! Tell Him He Like Dun Believe Like Tat, Still Say "Everyone Can't Find Me", Euu Noe Then Good La!

Wednesday
I'm Back Alive Again In My Blog! Why? Simply Bcos I've Gotten My Stuff Alreadi! Yay! The Stuff That I've Ordered Had Arrived & I Finally Gets It! Meet The Seller After Sch At Jurong East, However After I Checked Those Stuff, There Is Some Mistakes Made By The Seller For The Wallet, She Given Me The Wrong One Tat Other Ppl Ordered. Msg Her Tell Her If I Could Get That Changed Next Time Since I Still Wants To Order Other Stuff From Her But She Say Couldn't As She Needs To Passed Another Wallet To Another Buyers Todae But Thank God She Actualli Came Down To Chua Chu Kang To Exchange Wif Me. Actualli, This Is Wad She Should Be Doing Too Since She Did Not Check Properly In The First Place & Another Buyer Might Not Like The Wallet Tat I Ordered Cos Tat's Not Wad She Wants & Not Wad I Want Either. =). The Pic Below Is The Wallet Tat I've Ordered & Gotten. =) & The Bag, Although This Pic Definitely Shows Better Than Wat We Will Get To See Using Our Own Pair Of Eyes. =X Well, Smaller Than I Expected, Wondering If I Could Stuff Enough Item Inside. =X I Thought It Would Look Glossy & Bright Like The Pic But It's Actualli Hot Pink In Colour! Alot Darker Than The Pic.. =( Haixx. How I Wished It Looked Exackly Like The Pic.. How I Wish This Bag Hav Purple Colour.. Dun Like Hot Pink Ehh.

Sch Was So Damn Bored Todae, How I Wish I Could Sleep But Teacher Dun Let. =( Dunno If Maths Teacher Got Write My Name For Getting Caught Sleeping =X Aiya, Dun Worry La, Sch Table So Hard, How Would I Be Able To Fall Asleep? Rite? ^^~

1 Sentence Keep Coming Out From Our Relief Teacher For CME's Mouth, "No One Study At Urr Class".. Lols~

Yay! Todae's Dinner Hav My Fave Corn! Woohoo! & Sotong! ^^ Yum Yum!

K, Till Here. Will Share Wif Euu Guys Wad I Will Be Ordering Soon After I Gotten Those Stuff Next Time. =) Probably Will Be The Same Black Long Metal Frame Wallet But This Time Wif Big Studs & A Shopping Bag (Sling Bag).

Emo Day!

2010-04-29T15:43:00.003+08:00

Was Supposed To Run 2.4 Todae, I Thought I Would Be Able To Manage Running 2.4 + Play Batminton, However, Not Even Half Round, I Stopped & Went Back To Sch, It Is Realli Not As Easy As I Thought. Run 1/4 Round (For The First Round), I Need Water, I'm Definitely Lack Of Water, Can Euu Believe? I Dun Even Hav Saliva In My Mouth For The First Time For Me To Carry On, Meaning? Even My Saliva Had Dried Up Even Though I Did Drink Alot Of Water Before Tat! Tat Feeling Worries Me, I Knew If I Carry On The Onli Thing Tat Would Happen Is Tat I Would Be Going To Faint!

Have No Choice But To Change Sit In Class Due To Next Weeks Examination Is A Torture To Me, How I Wish I Could Jux Sit Back At My Own Sit Till The End Of This Yr. Maybe Now The Onli Thing Tat I Can Hope For Is To Hope Time Pass Faster.

Stop Making Fun Wif Ppl's Name! Whether It's Me Or Others! Jux Stop Tat! I Seriously Dislike Those Ppl! If Ppl Were To Make Fun Of Ur Name, Will Euu Like It? If Not, Why Muz Euu Do So? So Wad If Urr Name Can't Use To Make Fun? Urr Name Is Parents Name One, So Wad Abt Us? Isn't It The Same? I Wonder Why Everytime Euu Make Fun Of Ppl Name & Euu Find It Funny?! Can't Euu See How Rude Euu Are? Do Euu Have A Brain To Think Abt Urr Actions?

今年的路对我来说很漫长，终点也离我好遥远，四月快结束了，我也好不容易走到了这里。剩下的六个月我并不排除还会有很多的风风雨雨，我也不知道我是否能走完全程，但是我真的很希望在这下来的六个月里我都可以很安稳的度过，不要再给我痛苦的日子了。

她们不觉得她们这么做太过分了吗？她们根本就不知道她们的话伤了我多莫的深。

Worry..

2010-04-27T13:35:00.003+08:00

Sort Of Feeling Worried, Last Thurs Didn't Attend Sch But Fri Managed To Catch Up Wif Stuff That I've Missed Other Than F&N. Sunday Hav Fever Till Now, Temperature Keep Fluctuating. 2 Days Did Not Attend Sch Alreadi, Wondering If I Could Catch Up Wif Those Stuff That I've Missed, Hope The Gap Isn't Big For Me To Catch Up. Worried For My F&N Since I've Missed Thurs & Mon's Lesson, Dunno Where They Stopped. =( Geography Too, Missed Both Mon & Tue Lesson, Heard Tat Next Mon Is Holiday, Means Onli Left 1 More Geog Lesson Which Is On Tue To My Mid-yr Exams. Todae Morning Feel Damn Unwell, Worse Than Ytd. Heard Tat Tmr Got Chinese Listening Test, Hmm, If Tonight / Tmr Morning No Fever I Might Be Going To Sch Tmr.. =)

Heard Tat Mondae Is A Holiday, Is Tat True? ^^ If Yes, Yay!

Awkward..

2010-04-23T13:09:00.004+08:00

Todae's Lesson Was Dry..

Woohoo! Physics Remedial Last Min Cancelled! NPCC Also No More Alreadi! Haha! 1st Time So Early Reached Home. 11.30am Released From Sch Todae. ^^

Feeling Awkward Everywhere I Go After Sch, Maybe I'm Not Used To Changes. =X

Mid-Yr Examinations Coming, Eotteohge??? Worries, Worries..

=(

2010-04-21T16:28:00.003+08:00

Realli Hate Some Idiot Ppl Who Keep Talking Abt Me, Thinking Tat I Dunno Wat They Say! F*** Off My Life! >=(

Tiredness.

2010-04-20T16:00:00.005+08:00

Morning, Not Feeling Veri Well, Actualli Dun Wanna Go Sch, Got NAFA Somemore But Got Chinese Test Leh, Therefore I Go Lor~ Dun Wanna Talked Much Abt The Test.. Until I Get The Results Back Then Talked Abt It Since I'm Not Realli Confident Wif It. Other Lesson Was Veri Sian, I Keep Lying On My Desk. After Sch, Look For My F&N Teacher For Damn Long To Hand In My File, Aww.. Waste My Time!

Someone Who Act As A Good Person In Front Of Me Wanted To Start Spreading Rumors Abt Me Again, Thinking Tat I Wouldn't Noe Huh? Hmm. Euu Are Not A Good Person Either~

Skipped NAFA Test Todae, Not Feeling Well Ah.. Dun Wanna Go. Dunno Will Hav Detention Or Not. Will Write Letter But Will The Teacher Believe Tat I'm Not Feeling Well Is Another Prob. Well, Let's See.

Tmr Definitely Will Go Sch Since Those Lesson Are Fine For Me.

Aww, My Bro Fall Sick, Having Fever Again. Get Well Soon Ya! =)

Damn Tired Now.. Signing Off! Bye! =)

SianZ!

2010-04-19T18:08:00.011+08:00

Wake Up, Damn Dun Feels Like Going To Sch, Dunno Why, Maybe Hav Many Undone & Unsolved Prob Tat I Does Not Wants To Face, The Reality, But I Forced Myself Faced Again. Realli Hate The Feeling Sitting At Parade Square, So SianZ! Sit There, Prayed Veri Hard Hoping Tat My F&N Teacher Wun Be Here Todae =X But Tat's Somehow Impossible, Finally The 2hr F&N Lesson Has Passed! Phew! Chem Teacher Not Here Again. Thank God! I Passed My Geog Test! 15/25, HEHEHE~ \^o^/

To A Certain Someone : Dun Think Euu Scolded The Word "J.B" I'll Scared Of Euu. -.-!

After Sch, So Pissed Off Wif A Certain Person While Waiting For Bus 176! Wat He Does Has Realli Reach To An Entend. I Dun Feel Tat He Derserve My Forgiveness Anymore, Why Muz I Giv Someone A Chance Who Does Not Deserve & Will Take It For Granted? Sometimes, I Realli Feels Like I'm An Idiot Who Gives Him So Many Chance! I'm Sick & Tired Of This Person Who Apologised Yet Doing The Same Thing, I Realli Hate His Actions!

Bus 920 Run, Therefore Went To BPP Myself To Look For The Stuff Tat I Wanted, Went To Popular But Couldn't Find The Korean Dictionary Tat I'm Looking For, Sadded, Onli Saw Eng, German, Japanese & Etc. Then Went 7Eleven Buy Teensmag, Drinks & Food. 2nd 920 Came! Phew~ Heng I'm Able To Catch Up ^^

Sianz! Tmr Got NAFA! Dun Feels Like Going Due To Some Reason~

2PM - Without You [MV]

Supposed To Be A Happy Day But Turns Out To Be..

2010-04-16T20:46:00.012+08:00

My Class So Damn Quiet Todae, 1st Time Sia. Why They So Well Behave? Cos Everyone Is Sleeping! Lols~ Including Me? Lying On The Table For Awhile Too, Maybe Bcos It's Raining, Which Is A Good Time To Sleep. Eng & Chem Teacher Nv Come, Woohoo~ Can Slack. Physics Teacher Keep Checking On My Work & Answer. Aww~ If I Nv Do Or Dunno How To Do Sure Die In His Hand, Everytime Check Mine De. =(

NPCC Passing Out Parade Todae, Feeling? 原本是很期待的，但是后来有点失落，感觉不到喜悦，　不会不舍得，也不知道怎么说，有点被忽略的感觉吧。他们大家都那么受欢迎，总觉得我和他们是不同世界的人,　唯一让我开心的就是下面的蛋糕，　虽然就吃这么一小块，　但是真的很好吃，　哈哈～　没办法啦～　我好喜欢吃蛋糕！　^^

Lastly, If Anyone Were To Ask For My Opinion, I Think The Best Cadet Of The Yr Award Should Goes To Baljit. He Treats Everyone Fairly, Have Good Attitude Towards Others, Good Attitude Towards NPCC, I've Seen How He Teached Sec 1 Before, Quite Humorous, Easy Going, A Person With Potential, I Wonder Why The Award Didn't Goes To Him, Realli Wonder Why.

Aww!

2010-04-15T17:50:00.006+08:00

Nv Run Todae, 2 Runners Who Are Supposed To Run Didn't Attend, Sadded! However, Due To The Lacking Of Ppl, I Didn't Get To Run. ='( Sobby~ Why?! Why Can't Those Who Come Jux Reserve For Ppl Who Didn't Come? I Dun Understand. Issit So Difficult For Them To Participate? We Dun Need To Win, We Jux Need To Take Part, Do Our Best & Put In Effort But Why Issit So Difficult For Them? Lose Doesn't Means We Are A Loser, Totally Giv Up Without Trying Then Is The Real Loser! I Appreciate 1 Of The Girl Who Actualli Reserve But Wat Abt The Others? We Jux Need 1 More Ppl! Jux Bcos We Are Lack Of "1" Ppl, All Be Disqualified! It's Unfair For Us Who Wants To Take Part. Our Class Is The Onli Class Who Didn't Participate For 8x200 For Both Boys & Girls I Guess~ 羡慕 Those Who Got Run. Aww.. I Jux Can't Resist The Love For Sports, Maybe Bcos I Watched Too Much Dream Team, I Love The Strong Bonding They Hav Wif One Another, Effort That They Put In, Teamwork, Disappointment, Saddness & Happiness That They Go Through. Sometimes, I Do Hope I Can Participate In The Dream Team & Try Different Kinds Of Sports Wif Them.

After Tat, Took Bus Go Jurong Point Wif Ziyun & Her Bro, While Alighting, Shocked To See Zunfeng & Sandy! Lols! We Actualli Took The Same Bus But Didn't Saw Her, Lols! Then Sandy Went Home, Left Ziyun, Zunfeng & Me To Settle Our Lunch & Shop Wif Ziyun Since She Wanna Buy Stuff~ Then Go Zunfeng House, 1st Time Sia! Lols~ So Long Nv Go Fren House Liao.. Till 4++ The Go Home..

Heard Tat Tmr, Which Is The Last Day Of NPCC Need Wear Full U, No!!! I'm Definitely Not Going To Wear Tat, 休想！ No Time Prepare Those Stuff Somemore, So Much & Heavy! I Rather Kanna Scold~

怎么办？

2010-04-14T14:56:00.005+08:00

最近不知如何， SS 和华文成语 Test 都不及格， Sadded。成语会不及格我早就预料到了，不过，不知道为什么最近的我渐渐的对华文失去了信心。

明天就是 Sports Day 了，不敢想象会是怎么样的一天~
好多人明天都想不去，有的已经决定了，包括 Runners 在内.. Haixx..
唯一让我期待的事情因该就是看老师们跑吧~

Haixx..

2010-04-13T16:52:00.006+08:00

Doom! Did Not Done Well For My SS & Geog Test This Time Due To My Laziness Of Study During The Weekends, Ytd Nite At 10pm++ Then Started Revising For Geog, Study Less Than 1Hr Go Pack Bag & Sleep Le Due To My Tiredness. Haixx.. Both Test Same Day, Suay! Geog Test Last Ques Dunno How To Do, Ox-bow Lake Diagram Somehow Draw Wrongly Somewhere. SS Test Also Not So Good, 1st Ques Dunno How To Do Liao, Dunno Wat The Cartoon Means, Haixx! Somemore I Was Still Wondering If Teacher Is Giving SBQ Or SEQ, In The End Is SBQ! =X

After Sch, Craving For Japanese Teriyaki Chicken Set, However, BPP Kopitian Renovating! Wth~ Nv Get To Eat, Sob Sob ='( I Went There Jux For Eating Euu Noe?! No Choice But To Eat Mac Which I Dun Feels Like Eating Todae..

Secret - Magic [MV] Out! Nice!

诗丽，加油！

2010-04-12T17:32:00.007+08:00

我承认，今天早上我真的很不想上学，其总一个原因是因为今天的课我都不喜欢，而另外一个原因却是我不想面对我所害怕和抗拒的东西，但是我不想在第一天就当个缩头乌龟，就算我真的想躲，想逃避，我又能逃避多久呢？

我不否认前几天我真的很想放弃所有的一切，学业与朋友。但是，我问我自己，为什么要因为我讨厌的人而放弃我喜欢的东西？为什么要因为别人的目光而放弃我的学业与前途？值得吗？这时，我的想法改变了。虽然，我老是说要 Ignore 一个人很难，但是我不试又怎么知道我做不到呢？这时，我决定试试看。

虽然我勇敢的踏入了学校，但心里还是感到很不安。在 Parade Square 想办法让自己冷静，放松心情。

F&N 课到了，我满放心的课，但是！一传十，十传百！又有人在背后说我坏话，她告诉人家她所听到的，但是那些话真的不是事实啊！为什么她要相信别人的胡言乱语！随便听听就够了，有必要告诉你的朋友吗？就因为你告诉了你的朋友，她们也相信了。 -.-! 很少人不会不相信自己朋友说的话的啦！多亏你，又有人讨厌我了！ -.-! 但是这次，我真的尽力去 Ignore 了，我尽量不把事情放在心上，努力的告诉自己，不要因为她的话影响到我的心情。虽然，那时我有点难过，但是我觉得我已经踏出自己的第一步了，也是第一次这么的努力。虽然有些人的举动还是让我有点透不过气，但是，算了，没办法控制不成熟的小孩。

当然，要我继续走下去 / 克服心理障碍， Changing To Be A Happier Person，需要朋友的鼓励和我自己的努力。虽然我不知道会不会有成功的一天，但我想给自己一个机会去试。

Geography 老师今天没来，班上超级无敌的吵！简直就是受不了！比我班还要吵，说话和喊根本没两样！ -.-! 这时，我才知道我的班至少它们好一些啦~

Physics Remedial，忘了带 Physics 书，第一次，真的。我根本就没想到今天要带 =X！更好笑的是，我昨天整理书包的时候还把 Physics 书拿出来！！！ ^^, Lols~ 但是，老师对我还算不错啦，哈哈！没带书还听得到他的称赞！ Lols! =)))

难过 / 受伤。

2010-04-09T18:08:00.004+08:00

早上下车的时候，就有人在背后说我坏话了，前面几个女生还走那么慢，又没有位 Cut，走她们后面真是痛苦。她们到底是怎么了？这么爱说人家的坏话吗？说人家的坏话是你们的兴趣/喜好吗？放学后，去了厕所，在厕所里又有人说我的坏话，为什么她们要这样对我？我从来都没和她们说过话，从来都没有得罪过她们，为什么别人说什么她们就相信？为什么要和别人联合起来说我？我真的被她们的话伤到了，听了好难过，好失望。在这个班，我没看见任何例外的学生，会关心人，对人好，对人公平的学生.. 为什么她们不能成熟一点？为什么要相信别人的胡言乱语？说别人的坏话真的能让她们感到开心吗？为什么不对别人好一点，关心人的感受多一点？想一下如果换成是你，别人在你背后说你坏话，你会开心吗？我并不要求你们接受我来这个班，我只希望你们可以对我公平一点。

对我来说，上学是一件很痛苦的事情。

After Sch Saw Counsellor, She Asked Me If I'm Fine, Of Cos I Said Yes Although I'm Not. I Jux Dun Wan The History To Repeat Again.. 就算我把心事告诉你又能怎样？和她们沟通？就算事情解决了又怎样? 她们只会更讨厌我而已。

Die!

2010-04-07T15:26:00.012+08:00

Omg! How I Wish Mdm Ong Nv Come Todae.. I Tot Chinese "Cheng Yu" Test Is Next Week, But No! It's Todae! Wth! I Nv Study Lor~ Also Dunno How To Do Somemore, So Difficult. Die Liao! This Will Probably Be The First Test Tat I Will Be Failing This Yr, Somemore Teacher Say It's Counted In SA1. o.o~ Die!!!

Todae's Sch Was Sux Sux Sux! Dun Feels Like Talking..

After Sch, Waited Bus 176 For Damn Long, Went BPP To Develop Our F&N Photo Wif Jk, Quality No So Good Eh. Then Waited For Bus 920 For Quite Long Too, However, The Driver Drive Quite Fast, I Like The Speed. =)

Later Gonna Go Do My Physics Hw, Last Min Again, =X. Not Looking Forward To Tmr's PE Lesson, The Lesson Tat I Hate The Most!!!

Extra Note : 不要老是把我和其他的男生扯在一起，因为我不喜欢！非常的不喜欢！

K, Till Here. Gonna Go Watch Last Episode Of Hello Baby Liao, Aww. Gonna Miss Yoogeun!

After Watching Hello Baby : So Sad, Last Episode. Key Cried When Yoogeun Is Leaving, Others Tried To Hold Back Their Tears. Yoogeun Is Realli Cute, Will Miss Him Alot Alot! Saranghae, Yoogeun, Alice Noona Will Miss Euu Alot Alot! Hope I Will Be Able To See Euu Again! =)

Sch Sux!

2010-04-06T14:53:00.007+08:00

Everydae Trying To Cool Myself Down In Sch, Trying My Veri Best To Ignore Wat Ppl Say Abt Me As Much As I Could, I Dunno How Long Can This Last. After Sch, Waited For Bus 920 For Damn Long, Until I Veri Fed Up! So Hot Somemore! The Sun Is Driving Me Crazy! Faster Rain La~! I Rather Rain While Going Home Lor, Realli Dislike To See The Sun! In The Bus, Others Sch Student Laugh So Loud, Wth~ Girl Somemore, From AES De, Her Name Behind Ends Wif "Yeo" De, Didn't Manage To See The 2 Word In Front Cos It's Covered By Her Sling Bag De Sling.. -.-!

Mood Gone Down Due To The Sun & Waited The Bus For So Long~

The Onli Happy Thing Is Tat My Chinese Teacher Nv Come Todae, Read A Chinese Novel Called "Clover 幸运草 (A Promise In The Beginning - 最初的约定)" During Chinese Lesson, Borrowed It At National Library, Damn Nice!!! Another Book Tat Won't Make Me Fall Asleep. Somehow Like The One I Manage To Finish Reading Previously (The Happy House). Maybe This Will Be The 2nd Chinese Novel Tat I Will Be Able To Finish It Barh~

Mood Spoiler!

2010-04-05T21:57:00.004+08:00

Haixx.. 希望明天早上会下雨，这样就可以直接回课室了! 真的很讨厌坐在 Parade Square 的滋味, 听着别人的胡言乱语，了我的闲话..

Maths Test, 21/25. Dun Wanna Giv Any Comment Abt It, Since It Jux Dun Get To Reach My Expectation~

Congratulation~ For Being The First Teacher To Meet My Blacklisted List! Who Issit? Mdm Ong! The Veri First Teacher To Giv Me Tat Stupid Kind Of Attitude This Yr! 误会我还把我的分数说得那么大声！我考不及格又怎样？前天没来上学，没拿到你给的纸当然不及格啦！说我没做 Correction! 我都做完了咯！欠我一个道歉！ F***! Mood Spoiler! I Take This Kind Of Things Veri Seriously, 每个人都讨厌被别人误会的滋味, 不是吗? 我很讨厌别人误会我, Cos I Feel Hurt, Hurt For Nth, As In I Did Not Do Anything Wrong. I Definitely Hate Tat!!!

Finally, Everything Is OVER!

2010-04-01T18:21:00.008+08:00

Alot Of Things To Talk Abt Todae, Sry If Anyone Saw Me Writing "If I'm Free, I'll Blog Tonight", Which I Written On Facebook Ytd & Did Not Do So. Why? Cos Of F&N! Realli Busy Ytd, Nv Even Play Com & Here I Am To Blog! Let Me Start Of Wif Ytd!

Wed
Maths Test Was Fine For Me, Topic On Trigonometry, After Tat Paper I Was Actualli Expecting Myself To Get Above 22 Out Of 25 But I'm Wondering If That's Possible? Onli Hav Difficulty For 1st Ques, Which Is A Good Thing Since I Nv Study At All The Day Before, =) Cos Of F&N Again! Lols! =X No Time Study Arh~ Oral Teacher Was Mr Li, Quite Good La, Not As Bad As I Thought Cos Many Ppl Say He Was Fast But It Was Fine For Me. However, I Did Not Do Well This Time Round, At Practice Time "Fen Xin" Le, Due To Some Reason. 5Min Practice Time Realli Gone Fast, So Scary, Although I Not Realli Nervous Since I Hav Alreadi Experience It Last Yr But The Passage Shock Me, Quite Afew Diff Words, Conversation? Hmm.. Well, This Is Difficult To Say.. Not Realli Confident Though! Argh! Why After I Get Out Of The Room Then Got Things Come Into My Brain! Too Late Liao Larh! Well, Nth Can Change Till Now, Onli Can Say Hav To Work Hard For EOY Exam Le! Anywae, Thx Wayne Bro, Ziyun Sis, Ah Feng & Cheesiong Who Wishes Me Good Luck For Chinese Oral, Thank You! I Appreciate Tat Alot! After Chinese Oral, Wait For My Dad To Fetch (Drive) Me, Waited For How Long? 1Hr! Omg, So Long~ He Said He Come Out From Msia Tat's Why.. Nvm.. Then? He Say Want Go Drink Coffee Wif His Fren, I Was Like "Die, I'm So Busy Todae & Lacking Of Time Alreadi" But I Did Not Tell Him, Cos I've Nv Said I Busy Before De, =X. Reach Home At Abt 6pm, Nv Play Com, Try Cooking Until Veri Late, Pack Things For F&N Practical Exam, Pack Bag For Schooling Until 12am Then Sleep Without Doing My Physics Workbook, Not Even Touch. Lack Of Time..

Todae
Early In The Morning Got Ppl From My Class Black Mouth Me Again, Tot I Dunno Like Tat! F*** * La! I Know What Euu Say Okay?! Haixx, Realli Hope Can Faster Leave This Sch, "Kuai Dai Bu Xia Qu Le!", How I Wish I Hav A More Mature & Quiet Class Like Last Yr. Kanna Caught For Long Nail Again, 3rd Time Liao, Everytime I Cut Dun Wan Check, Grow Long Liao Then Want To Check, Wth~ PE Lesson Was Sux Todae! Sux Sux Sux! Physics Lesson? Thank God! Teacher Nv Go Through Physics Workbook. F&N Practical Exam Was Also Sux! Wat's The Matter Wif The Cookie & Pancake?! Arh! Bcos Of The Lack Of Timing, I Didn't Do It Well. Another Reason Is Tat The Whipped Cream Tat I Wanted No Stocks, Wth! No Choice So I Bought Can Cream But Too Watery -.-! Steamed Egg Accidentally Put Too Much Water Need Redo, Why? The Metal Thing Tat I Wanna Put Below The Bowl Can't Fit The Saucepan, Tat's Why Too Much Water! Wth~ Fried Banana Was Not Done Well Either, I Noe It's Either Bcos Of The Batter Or Oil, Jux Bcos I Need Redo Steamed Egg, I Need More Time Therefore I Spend Less Time On Making The Batter For Banana, No Time Make The Caramel Thingy For My Fried Banana Too, The Stove Took So Long To Be Heated -.-! My Camera Got Prob Somemore. In The End? Nth Comes My Way~ Haixx. From What I've Seen, EVERYONE Did Better Than Me.. Aww.. Sobby~ =( This Will Be The Last Time For Me To Cook In Sch, Dun Ask Me Cook In Sch Anymore~ Anywae, Thx Zunfeng & Cheesiong Who Came To Look For Me & Helping Me After My F&N Practical Exam, Realli Thx Alot. Sry For Wasting Euu Guys De Time, Realli SORRY!

Finally, My Tough Day Is Over~~~

I'm Now Wondering If I Do Hav Any Talent, Why Those Who Choose F&N Can Cook So Well & Fast? Why Their Dish Seems So Yummy? Why Those Who Choose Art Can Draw So Well? Why Are They So Talented?

Busy~!

2010-03-30T17:03:00.006+08:00

In Sch So Sleepy Todae, Keep Lying On My Table.. Sian! Wanted To Skip Maths Remedial As I Need To Go Buy Chem TYS Cos Of The Ma Fan Cher Call Us Go Buy Ourselves But During Maths Lesson, Our Teacher Told Us Maths Remedial Was Cancelled, Lols! ^^

Will Be Busy This Few Days As My F&N Practical Exam Coming, Need To Try Cooking At Home, Teacher Got Ask If We Are Ready To Cook This Week, I Said Yes Although My Ans Is Actualli No, Lols! Still Got Some Dishes Havent Try Cook But The Reason Why I Wanted To Choose This Week Is That The Earlier I Cook The Faster I Can Say Bye Bye To Stress For F&N. =) Tmr Hav Chinese Prelim Oral, Not Realli Worried Abt Tat Since I've Alreadi Experience It Before In The Pass, More Worry For My F&N. Later Nite Muz Practice Cooking, Tmr After Chinese Oral Muz Come Back Try Cook Again, Muz Go Buy Lotsa Ingredient Later & Tmr & Lotsa Homework, Sobby! Endure Till Good Friday! Then Can Rest. =) Juz Hope Time Can Pass Fast & I Can Go Through All This Tough Time Well Ba! ^^

After School - Bang! [MV] Out!

ZE:A - All Day Long [MV]! Rockx!

Eotteohge???

2010-03-25T16:58:00.002+08:00

How I Wish Every Morning Can Straight Away Go Classroom, Argh! I Dun Wanna Sit At The Hall For So Long.. NT Class Beside So Damn Noisy. While Waking Back Class, The Group Of Ppl Behind So Noisy Lor, Keep Making Different Sorts Of Noise, Haixx, Zoo Is More Suitable For Them I Guess. No F&N Lesson Todae, Yay! =) PE Lesson So Bored, Dunno How To Play Rugby Then Anyhow Play ^^. CME As Usual, Nth Much. After Recess So Boring, I Jux Feels Like Sleeping In Class. So Sick & Tired Of Him! Getting More & More Irritated By The Lier.. ATTENTION SEEKER! Now Euu Popular Liao Lor! Everyone Noes Euu! In A Bad Way! 自己丢脸就好，不要把我拖下水。 Bcos Of Ur Action I Decided To Ignore Euu All The Way During Eng Lesson, Understand? Stop Doing Stupid Stuff, Please. From The Moment Euu Start Doing Stupid Stuff Again, I Will Jux Ignore Euu, Treat Euu As Transparent (AIR).

Tmr Got Parents Teacher Meeting, Aww.. Dun Feels Like Attending Sia~

Wanted To Be Happy, But Failed.

2010-03-24T15:47:00.003+08:00

First Time In My Life Waited For A Bus For So Damn Long! Bus 920! Took So Long To Come! Wth! I Alreadi Saw Two 975, Two 176 & Two 970 Alreadi Lor! F*** La! Wat's The Matter Wif The Driver Sia?! Trying To Slack Issit?! Need Rest So Long De Meh?! Everytime Bus Run Also Nv Wait So Long De Lor! First Time Saw The Queue For 920 So Long! WTH!

这个世界上有太多不同种的人了.. 看到这些人真的开心不起来..

1. 不同宗族的人一直在说华人的坏话！

2. Hongster! 明明有了女朋友还对别的女生花言巧语！看了就想吐！

心情不好。

2010-03-23T16:18:00.010+08:00

第一天回学校就心情不好了，一大清早就有人再说我坏话，不要以为我不知道！为什么马来人和印度人这么爱说华人的坏话呢？真是搞不懂。
今天在学校的感觉很不好.. 一直都很Emo~~~

好想回到从前那快乐的日子..
怀念和他们在一起的日子..
只有和他们在一起我才会开心，快乐。

aLiCeDeWorld

My Thoughts

HAPPY? BIRTHDAY?

好累！

痛苦的两天过去了。

Not in good mood.

it's difficult.

ITE Registration & Vivo City~

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!

Wishes for 2012!

一切将从头再来。

NEW MV RELEASE!

Late Update!

NEW MV RELEASE!

My New Pet~! Betta/Fighting Fish! ♥

NEW MV RELEASE!

NEW MV RELEASE!

NEW MV RELEASE!

Red B1A4 & Blue Boyfriend Cup~! ♥

Think Before You Speak!

New MV Release!

朋友是什么？ 人真的很可怕。

WHY?

Hurtful Topic

NEW MV RELEASE!

NEW MV RELEASE!

阴影。

NEW MV RELEASE!

Stop Forcing Me!

It's Time To End It.

Happy 18th Birthday To Me! XD

无人理解的心情。

害怕。

痛苦！

为什么？

2nd Day Of School / Orientation

1st Day Of School / Orientation

Boring Day~!

CCK ITE / Depression?

New MV Release!

迎接 2011 年！

道别 2010!

My Thoughts, My Decision.

Updating For 17 Dec 2010

It's Been A Long Time Since I'm Writing Something..

New MV Release!

New MV Release!

New MV Release!

Worried..

New MV Released!

My Opinion!

Regretting Much..

Recently..

Late Post.

Boring Day~!

Things Just Doesn't Goes Right Todae..

Fighting Wif Time!

Boring Sch..

Life's Sucks..

Pizza♥~!

School So SianZ!

TOY STORY 3

Eng Oral..

Life Goes On No Matter How Hard It Is..

NEW MV RELEASE!

Feeling Stress!

BEAST Showcase & Autograph Session!

SS501 - Love Ya [MV] Out!

New Version SNSD & 2PM - Caribbean Bay [MV]! Nice!

SNSD & 2PM - Caribbean Bay [MV]

It's Realli Not My Day!

My Results, My Day!

Last Day Of Exams! Yay!

Maths Paper 2, Physics.

GEOG & MATHS!

F.cuz - Jiggy Chinese Version!

Lacking Of Time.. Worries..

Random!

Hurtful / Lonely PE Lesson.

Sch Life~

朋友是什么？人真的很可怕。

诗丽，加油！